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Narcissist
Even if I made a mistake,
Who are you to make me pay?
©xee
#narcissist
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unicornworld
15w
Read MoreHave u ever had the misfortune to come across a narcissistic, cheater of a lover ?
They put up the greatest show of their love for you ,which is actually directed at themselves in a very convincing manner. You being naive and new to this species cannot tell the indirect manipulation at play. But somehow every fight ends up with you apologising for something you never did. Every wrong is somehow your fault. Every mistake is very conveniently made by you. You might catch him doing something shady but its so expertly turned back on you , you forget they were wrong to begin with. You find making amends all the time and eventually its exhausting to a point where you feel nothing you do is good enough to make them happy. They make you feel as though you are incapable for making anyone happy. They punish you and you feel you deserved it.
And who feeds you this guilt???
This is the worst kind of abuse one suffers from because the signs are not visible and its never a simple obvious red flag
Please open your eye and re evaluate, you deserve better , you are enough, a thousand times enough !
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yayinology
21w
A boy with sad eyes
A boy with sad eyes.
Staring at his ceiling all day long, just thinking about nothing.
Obsess over everyone who comes along, just to abandon them at the ending.
Too easy to speak and too kind to be real.
A boy with sad eyes.
His love burns as bright as his fears and hate.
He cries himself to sleep every night blaming all on his fate.
Too much to put up with and too intense to deal with.
A boy with sad eyes.
He's everything and nothing.
A narcissist who hates himself.
A combination of both extremes.
Too weird to live and too rare to die.
A boy with sad eyes.
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- colourfulgreys Finally reason and logic and some love
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healednarcissist
23w
Read MoreGood day! When things seem to be unfolding beyond our capacity, we all have our own ways to protect ourselves and others. This is what they called as the ego defense mechanism as introduced by the Austrian-psychologist Sigmund Freud. According to the Freudians, it is okay to use a defense mechanism when the conflict seems to be complicated to resolve at that moment; however, if it is habitually done it became unhealthy.
If you are going through something hard right now like mental health condition etc., don't hesitate to seek help. We are not weak when we seek help, in fact that is a sign of bravery. To be able to admit your own flaws and weaknesses, is not easily done by everyone. Pretending to be strong when you're not is not always good (habitual usage of a defense mechanism is unhealthy), there is a tendency that you would be physically and emotionally burnt out. Don't do that, you're just exhausting yourself. Anyways, if you need someone to talk to please feel free to contact me. Or connect with Christ Jesus, the best listener ever. I've been through rough past too (narcissistic) and it was the Lord Christ Jesus who purely help me changed. This I am sharing because it's true. Without partiality nor hypocrisy. I want you to feel better too. ❇️
Sharing this comforting verses in the Holy Bible:
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand (Isaiah 41:10). ✝️
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Recently I've been a trend
Bought and tended with care.
I know I am quite prickly outside
Makes me wonder
why people still like me.
I am everywhere
Inside and outside your home
Still I am alone.
Without peers, I stand firm
My thirst quenched
Along with my hard thick skin.
Inflict wounds in me,
I'll shed my pure white tears to you.
Truth, only few believe
Everyday I am crying inside.
Deep down I am weak,
A tale never been exposed.
My thorns are not made to hurt you
They are to protect you away
From my rotting self.
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Thankfulness
You should be thankful because you have my company . You will rise ,learn and enjoy with me . If you try something against me, remember, it only takes me a millionth of a second to change from symbiote to a parasite .
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healednarcissist
27w
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A lovely day to you mates! I would like to know how lovely are you today regardless of those snippets of excruciation. Seriously, how are you?
Okay! Let me tell that life is full of shits. Shit words, shit fate, shit names, shittiest events, shit fakes, shit SHITS. Shits are all around you big and small. They're present everywhere. To fuck your life.
Congrats! 'Cause they smell worse than your mouth. Well, you're a lot better than those shits if, you have not become one of them. Read these tips, they're free:
Tip 1: Don't act shitty, just because you've been shitted.
Tip 2: Wear your protection, your mask- the Holy Bible, read them so you would know what are shits, who are the shits, and to know when you're being shitted.
Tip 3: This is for those who do not understand the shit language. If you're down, feeling alienated, if you feel like there's no purpose in life, and there's no more reason to live, I exhort you my friend to get the Bible, seek the Lord, and the Lord will never leave and forsake you. Jesus is a merciful Lord.
In this shit world, when we are becoming shit ourselves, there's still a way to be purified. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father before Him. (John14:6)
The life outside Christ is full of confusions (read James 3:16-18 to know more), I've been there, it's full of shits. So, I am sharing this living WORDS so you may be saved. Don't follow me, don't follow your preachers, don't praise them. For praises is for God. Follow the good Shepherd Jesus. Honor and Glory be to God!
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Jesus is the Lord, and God raised Him from the dead.Deep Shit
When shall I start to speak?
When my mouth has gone
silently drained.
When shall I start to listen
in warnings?
When my entire body
utterly damaged.
When shall I open my eyes?
When everything
has gone black.
Now that I am ready to seek
the Morning Star,
I have become less.
What can I do Morning Star?
Now, that I have become
INCAPABLE.
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healednarcissist
27w
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Greetings mates! Did you know August is the month when bouquet of roses is less sold? Nevermind it was a joke. Anyways, I always find red roses universally unique. I think if I were to associate narcissists with flowers, roses suit them best. Attractive upfront, but deep down is a pointy personality. Toxic/prickly you may say.
Despite the enchanting beauty, they do have thorns. I wonder if you know why? Welp, because its their way of protecting themselves. An unhealthy way of dealing with mental conflicts. They hurt others to protect themselves.
Narcissists are weak, they can't handle reality. If you think narcissists love themselves so much, it's the exact opposite. They hate themselves so very much. They have very low self-esteem, escalating their addiction to be admired and appreciated.
For narcissists are weak, sharing this Bible verse:
We who are strong have an obligation to bear with the failings of the weak, and not to please ourselves. ||Romans 15:1||
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Jesus is the Lord, and God raised him from the dead.Honor and glory be to God!Secret of Roses
First glance you will see,
Enticing color of passionate red.
Deep downward hides its thorny side.
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healednarcissist
27w
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Hi, mates! New to Mirakee... I used to be someone with a very toxic personality, NPD- Narcissistic Personality Disorder. If you are not familiar with NPD it is a mental personality disorder characterized by pervasive pattern of grandiosity, need for an admiration, and lack of emphaty.
Yes! I thought I was born super special that the world needs me. Unfortunately, this was just my distorted point of view. Saddest, it was so difficult for me to love others too, and that does not excludes my family from my case.
I know some of you may find me ridiculous and disgusting, and I agree, I was! However, this was my past! Through the graciousness of God, I am a changed person now. I am human too! I've learned to love, to care, to emphatize. And, I want to share that there is hope for every narcissist, suicidal, socially anxious and depressive. I've been there so I know. I know you can overcome it too! Talk to me let's be friends! Welp, Jesus is the best listener so I highly advice.
#mentalhealth #personality #advocate #positivelife #narcissist #closetnarcissism #suicidal #depression #socialanxiety #hope #Christ #JesusNarcissists Can Change Too
I was a closet narcissist,
I was suicidal.
I was unexpectedly a pessimist,
I was depressed.
I used to have a distorted view of myself:
That, I am unique, superior, and special.
I used to think people should admire me for that.
So, I hated them when my expectations were not met.
I really thought the world hated me
But, it is I, the first one who have hated the world.
Now, through Christ here I am changed...
And, I'll be here for you when you need a friend to listen 'cause that is what we are for.
©healednarcissist7 2
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jodi_writes
28w
Read More©jodi_writes
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#misunderstoodShe knew he was a narcissist but what was she? Is there a mental illness for someone who keeps returning to the narcissist knowing he is a narcissist? An answer she is reluctant to
know.
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ppghose
32w
Read MoreWe may have 2 faces in this world. A different image at work and a different image in person.Sometimes our own achievements cant justify the chaos in our personal life.Our choices matter. #hollow @writersnetwork @mirakee #mirakee
#emotionalabuse #domesticviolenceawareness #abuse #narcissisticabuse #narcissist #gaslighting #ptsd #toxicrelationships #sociopath #survivor #selflove #narcissisticabusesurvivor #love #women #traumabonding #divorce #domesticviolencesurvivor #covid #narcissism #healing #abusiverelationship #trauma #womenempowerment #psychologicalabuse #toxicpeople #mentalhealth #covertnarcissist #bhfypHollow....
The staff members around her, were rejoicing.
Professor Sengupta had given a brilliant seminar on Prevention of Domestic Abuse.Fellow professors applauded her on the corridors and staircases.She walked swiftly through all that commotion , looking down and smiling.She rushed outside the campus and caught a taxi.
While inside the taxi, she rolled back her sleeve, the knife cut from last evening was still fresh under the surgical dressing.She couldn't process her fame anymore.Despite her fame,education and stable finances ,she felt hollow over her life choices.Nothing made sense.
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jodi_writes
35w
She asked him:
How can strangers know my worth but you, who knows me so well, treat me like tossed change?
He stood quiet but she knew the answer.
She knew no questions were permitted to be asked.
Questions were never allowed.
Feelings were not permitted to be felt.
Feelings were never allowed.
And as he walked away she asked herself:
Why do I stay?
And once again she reminded herself:
Questions were never allowed.
©jodi_writes -
Toxic Relationships
If you're keeping people around friends or family just because you grew up with them, or because you're comfortable or because it's just easy letting them be toxic, poisonous and absolutely not helpful to your growth you're doing more dangerous thing than staying alone.
I've seen so many people hold on to relationships and friendships not because it nurtures them or help them grow or inspire them but because familiarity has become an addiction. Almost like a destructive habit.
Time to bid farewell to all relationships and friendships that don't inspire. And if you're the jerk, time to walk away or be a better friend.
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shiivz
40w
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Lie
It all starts with a beautiful lie ❤️
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royalconduit
40w
Death of a Narcissist.
You are not here
There was never a we, or an us
Pronouns wrapped in verbs
We are a sentence that should never be
The subject became the object
Prepositions falling everywhere
You drew me in with your astute adjectives,
Incessant conversation
The need to be needed;
Wanted.
But - for there is always a but-
You did not see me
How could you?
Affection was never your strong suit
Direction and Desire, you drove home.
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shiivz
40w
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Happiness ❤️
A kiss from someone whom you missing alot from long time .
©RiSh -
in_fragments
40w
Read MoreSatan is so hurt he has to hide the pain even from himself.
#poem #sonnet #life #abuse #narcissist #healing #mirakee #writerstolli #pod @writersnetworkSATAN IS STILL HURT BY FIRE
Even Satan is hurt by his own fire,
it hurts him so bad he has to spread it
to lessen the burden of his self-ire;
a vain attempt to quiet the defeat
that's always drumming deep within his ears,
the emptiness that's hollowed out his heart,
the sins he snuffs with flame and tortured years-
smothering pain, the bastard will not part
from, cannot pacify within himself
his bitterness and inferiority-
just a man, who lost control of his health,
and so inflicts transcendental agony-
agony not processed, instead passed on;
new offspring marked by the Devil at dawn.
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mahyah
43w
Read MoreIf you're silent when a crime is happening, you're part of the crime.
#domesticviolence #domesticabuse #emotionalabuse #domesticviolenceawareness #abuse #narcissisticabuse #narcissist #ptsd #sociopath #toxicrelationships #love #survivor #gaslighting #traumabonding #women #domesticviolencesurvivor #womenempowerment #selflove #verbalabuse #awareness #trauma #violenceagainstwomen #healing #mentalhealth #toxicpeople #metoo #psychologicalabuse #violence #covertnarcissist #bhfypTreat women as humans,
not as objects.
Can't believe this needs to be told.
Women are not in this world for your evil, grotesque, sexual release.
They are HUMAN BEINGS.
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vswrites97
43w
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दर्द
कल तो आई थी वो दुनिया में ,
तो आते ही उसका कुसूर क्या हुआ ?
अकेले ही झेला है इस दुनिया को तो क्या हुआ?
वो आकर बैठी दो पल तो
ये भी सहन नहीं किया जाएगा,
"अब लड़की हो बैठी अच्छी नहीं लगती
काम तो करना पड़ेगा"
बस यही दलीलें देकर उसे कोसा जाएगा,
ज़िन्दगी में आए हो लड़की बनकर
तो लड़कों से थोड़ा कम आंका जाएगा,
मेहनत करोगी चाहे कितनी भी पर
हाल सिर्फ़ लड़कों का पूछा जाएगा,
"लो बड़ी हो गई है लड़की,
सीख गई वो घर चलाना"
जाने अब उसे और क्या क्या सिखाया जाएगा ?
देखा अगर किसी लड़के ने बुरी नज़र से
तो लड़की के कपड़ों को टोका जाएगा ,
"ढंग से बैठो, ढंग से चलो, ढंग के कपड़े पहनो
इन्हीं सब तानों से उसे फिर रुलाया जाएगा,
लड़का अगर ऊंची आवाज में बोले तो उसे मर्द कहा जाएगा
लड़की बोली तो उसे संस्कारों का पाठ पढ़ाया जाएगा,
अब जब इतना कुछ कर चुके हो तो बाकी क्या रहा है ?
"अरे लड़की बड़ी हुई है तुम्हारी
शादी करदो वरना हाथ से निकल जाएगी"
वहां उसे ज़िन्दगी के दूसरे पड़ाव में धकेला जाएगा
लो अब बेटी लड़की से औरत बनेगी जिसको
फिर से सबकुछ नए रूप में सहना होगा,
शादी हो जाएगी पर पति के सामने चुप रहना होगा,
संस्कारों के भार को अबतक जिस लड़की ने उठाया
वहीं औरत बनकर फिर उन्हें उठाना होगा,
मर्द जात कही और दिलचस्पी दिखाने लगे
तो अपना पत्नि होने का हक भी उसे खोना होगा,
जो बोल पड़ी किसी दिन तो दिलासे दिए जाएंगे
या हो सका तो हाथ भी उठा दिए जाएंगे,
सास भी तो औरत होती है पर
क्या हर औरत दूसरी औरत की सगी होती है ?
आखिर औरत हो सहना तो होगा
भले जहर का घूंट हो संसार या रिश्तों की शान हो
परिवार पर कलंक ना लगे तो औरत हो सहना तो होगा
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vera_anne_wolf
43w
Live Without You
***
Shake my faith in everyone
Take me back before I learn to run
Wash my tears with empty promises
We both know I am just your hostage
You can’t make me better after all
So let me fall, fall, fall...
Leave me here ignore my every call
So I will crawl, crawl, crawl...
And learn to Live Without You.
Cut me off every time I try to speak
Twist my words till I feel incomplete
Shadow me with your insecurities
Till I don’t know who I used to be.
You can’t make me better after all
So let me fall, fall, fall...
Leave me here ignore my every call
So I will crawl, crawl, crawl...
And learn to Live Without You.
Scream it all into my soul
I want to feel every secret you unfold
Brake me down till I can’t breathe
You know the pain is what I really need.
You can’t make me better after all
So let me fall, fall, fall...
Leave me here ignore my every call
So I will crawl, crawl, crawl...
And learn to Live Without You.
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The people who are hungry for attention, Will starve for the rest of their lives.
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aka_natasha
44w
Why?
I want compromise not a fight.
You always fight.
Make yourself the victim.
Our kids don't get it.
You act like they all blame me.
They don't.
Just you and 1 kid.
I tried...always tried.
I'm tired. I gave up.
Believe what you want.
You will anyways.
I'm so done with you and your shit. Just give me what is rightfully mine by the law.
And leave me alone!
Good riddance!
©️sashi_
