To the new beginning of everyday.
Dragged myself out of the bed,
Without looking back at it,
Pushed myself towards the door,
The door which will power me up,
Pushed the door with my shoulder,
As I leaned forward with a curved back,
And head down digging it to the floor,
Without looking at myself in the mirror,
In one quick swipe, I removed my clothes,
And threw them on to the floor
Went straight to the podium,
Stood under the shower
turned the knob to the west
Pulled creamy white curtain down
my chin touching my chest
Cold tiny streams of water
Splashing on my body
As the chilled water made me whimper
A flush of goosebumps all over my body
I stood there in silence
Waited for the right moment to come,
As the water started to turn warm
I felt my skin smiling and clam.
I looked up a bit to face the water
And felt lukewarm water hitting my face,
My nose felt an electric current pass on contact.
And I clenched shut my eyes to save them from water,
With a giggle spread on my face.
I turned around and now my back
was having this battle as the water
Started to turn hot,
I moved a bit in semi-circles feeling
The warmness of water on my back,
And I brought my hands to my chest
Hugged myself and took a sharp turn
stood straight and felt water on my head.
Running down my scalp as water
Started to flow in my hair and all over the face
RIGHT TIME IS HERE!
I moved the curtain a bit
Brought my hand out of the curtain.
Held my phone away from water
And carefully pressed play,
As Selena Gomez’s divine voice started to fill the air.
I kept my phone near the mirror
And sang along with her
I NEEDED TO LOSE YOU TO LOVE ME
I sang, sang each and every song which
Came on my way via shuffle
I sang my anger out,
Until I was out of breath.
Until every tear was washed away every memory of him was gone for today.
Until his, every touch was gone,
Until my skin was numb,
Until the water turned cold again,
Until I was ready to face another day
In search of me for today like everyday.