Temporary Descent into Loneliness
An unsettled mind, a heart that’s unsound,
Low networking and always left out.
A reality that’s imaginable, and in it an unwanted part,
Not everything can be as we want it and it’s not.
Sometimes it doesn’t exist, but sure as hell is not at will,
The mind is a clever little buffoon and cannot be trusted,
Betrays it does, not once not twice and still,
It’s sudden pull away from the present is strong as is irresistible.
And then there comes this moment,
When one starts to look in real deep,
Always at the wrong moment,
When the time isn’t ripe, and the path back down is steep.
There is always this feeling,
It feels like the end is near.
Of course this is just a feeling,
Never to give in never to be heard.
The path back out is easy to find,
It can be said that it is hidden in plain sight,
However important it is, as it is up to the sufferer,
One leads to suffering, the other echoes fear,
The path to be found is almost never there.
This my friend is how one descends down into the undesirable world of Loneliness.