Heart vs Brain
Some things are too complicated..
I just wished it should not happen, even though it would have lead to my progress.
I couldn't say no to it too, due to the same reason, my brain strongly agreed it is for my good and I should leave my comfort zone this time,
But my heart somewhere was not convinced, I still longed for it to not happen.
In the end, when it didn't happen due to some other reasons, my heart is finally content, brain is still in chaos though of working out ifs and buts..