I don't know but I think I've got you on my mind.
I wish not to become an over-infatuated idiot but I think its too late now because I've become.
The idea of you delights me. Our once in a blue moon played bitmoji game delights me.
From our ego which keeps us from texting to being crazy on each other for not texting,its magical.My heart beats a little faster & I smile my sweet smile when your awaited text pops up on my moron cell phone. I genuinely don't like to be at anyone's beck & call but I like it when you impose the patriarchal paradigm on me. Yes,there are times when I like your unpredictability,colder than ice one moment & sweeter than honey the next moment. You get instantly obnoxious & out of the blue romantic & I think that's cute.
I love the inflexion of your voice as it says my name. Sometimes your laugh is the source of my joy because for me you have the most adorable laugh. It may sound weird but yes I "hear" my happiness in your uninhibited laugh.My crazy heart tells me to find the unsaid things which are lost in it but I can't as my heart is my enemy because it drives me crazy. I'll try not to explore & nurture my feelings. I want my heart to wrap my feelings with a scotch tape & keep them safely within umpteen layers.