I can't believe I'm here when I was young I would dream of this, living single,
thinking there was nothing better and all I would feel was bliss.
I sit in a house granted I own ..but the doors close heavy ..the hallway is echoy, remind me I'm alone.
The garden is constantly over grown, the garage doors all rusty and going brown, and I hear the clock ticking in my living room, just like my womb...
I sit in a car granted I own...but it's filthy the tyres are all worn ..I'm a damsel in distress! so when it comes to maintainance I do the bare minimum.
The car sceeches like nails across a board, I dont know guess I should check the manual,
but it's full of things I don't understand, so I fold it up and put it back.... an amber warning light flashes up on the dash, I put my head in my hands.
Works exhausting granted I've worked my way to the top...but I come home to an empty pot, it's ice cold and yep I forgot to put that washing on, would be nice to have a bath but last months bill was a big one. I'll settle for a cup of tea and I'll be up again just after 3.
I'm tall and slim granted people think I work out, but I dont and love to regularly pig out.
Boys sometimes don't take a second look, most likely because I enjoy wearing heels and instantly become 6 foot!
A boy once said to me what's the weather like up there?! ...Im socially awkward so I started to answer the question, I told him erm... I think it might rain, more like I'll rain on his parade if he didn't walk away! single life the joys we women face...
Life can be scary I never thought this would be me living single at 30 but you've got to pick yourself up I guess...move on to the next thing, get in line because this...this is adulting.