Today, I don't know exactly what I feel. I just want to go out with nature, explore the world, embrace my freedom and be me. I want to exhale all the negativities, toxicities inside my body and inhale the good vibes and positivity natures can offer. I want to be free to express my feelings and enjoy the life you have given me. I want to find my happiness and let it shine within me. I know that I've been stocked for awhile and somehow don't know exactly what to do. I've been feeling lost in the road and staying in the dark without your light made me so vulnerable. Now that I am ready to face today and tomorrow with more faith and hope, please lead the way. Please give me strength and courage to face all the possible obstacles that I might encounter today and the next following days of my life. Please give me enough knowledge and wisdom to decide on the path that I will travel with. Please give me more patient to understand, trust your will and the process. Please give me lots of understanding and good communication skill so that, I can also understand the people around me and what they've been through, to avoid not to hurt them in some ways. Please also clean my mind, my heart and my soul for good intentions and execute my purpose you have given me. Please be the brightest light that I can see all the times of my life so I won't be misled in this journey. Please be my guidance, my compass, my map so I won't be lost again. All my days and decisions, I lift them up to you. May you always be in my heart and in my mind so I won't forget that I am not alone in my life as there's always you in every steps of the way.
Thank you for giving me life, experience life and live the life within your purpose. I may not be perfect but I'll be always thankful in this imperfection as I've learned, I loved, and I now, I conquer. I conquer my fears, my insecurities, my doubts, and all the dark forces that keeps on dragging me down because I know in the end of the road, even in the beginning, even in the middle, or every steps of the way, you're there. Guiding and protecting me. Never leave me even a millisecond of my life.
Thank you for this day. Today is indeed called "present" as it's indeed a gift that you've wake me up with your love, wisdom and guidance. And I hope and pray that everyone who might or will read this will feel your love and presence too as much as I do.
Thank you for everything and may your will will always be done.