Today i finally realised that i was such a fool, a fool for crying over someone like you.
A narcassist is what you were followed by an emotional abuser, i should have left you instead of giving in to your begs for me to stay you fucking loser.
I told myself that i'd never be able to hate you for what you did, but i want you out of my head so i'll hate you to be rid.
You made it look like i was the psycho ex but which one of us flew across the world because of the blackmail of unprotected sex?
Oh yeah that was you, its classed as sexual assault if i repeatedly said no boo.
That was a scary time for me i must admit, beginning of our relationship and i thought you'd gotten me pregnant, legit.
Why did i not realise until the end how serious that morning was? Oh well i refuse to stay quiet about it now, soz.
You see you've robbed me of so many years of my life, by now i could have had my own family & becomes someones wife.
But no thats not happened because i have barely left my house since we were over, iv had nothing but bad luck from a four leaved clover.
Iv missed out on so many memories, barely felt the fresh air, i treat you right & gave you all my love so how was this fair?
I refuse to give a shit about you anymore, i am a tiger and you'll see me roar.
You may think you have won so i'll let you think that for now, i always fight back though, someway, somehow.
Thank you for teaching me a lesson i needed to learn, the lesson that i need to let go sooner if a relationship crashes and burns.
You didnt deserve me i was a diamond and you were dirt, didnt think in the end i'd catch you cheating did you, you little flirt.
I deserve so much better & i'll find him someday & the relationship we'll have wont just go one way.
He'll do everything he can to make me smile, wouldnt have to ask him to kiss me like you did because you were fucking vile.
You lacked affection yet i stayed and i fought, tried to fix us whilst i was already distraught.
You took advantage of a girl who was already struggling with life itself, made me feel worthless, ruined my mental health.
Someday soon my life wont be so upside down, someday soon, i'll be wearing that crown.
I'll get my life back on track & see the world again, wont fall in love with another boy i'll fall in love with men.
I'm gonna work on my goals and finish what i started, my thoughts about you have just departed.
Goodbye now i really have to go, go get back my life that you stole so.
Maybe i'll see you again sometime, for now i wish you the best dont go commiting anymore crimes.