Everything you want is on the other side of fear,learn to use that fear as a fuel,
teach yourself to see the good in things, learn to have control on your thoughts and when those negative thoughts come to your head try to change them to positive , learn to not control on your emotions learn to react on your emotions , you know what ? Sometimes you see others doing great and achieving everything they have wished for and then on the other side you see yourself comparing and questioning yourself "why not me" ? That moment demotivate you , it will play with your mind and just make you want to quit everything you are doing . But trust me , have faith and patients it's just a phase , you have better and wonderful things coming your way , so be brave and face the situation please never give up , not now but someday , you will meet the happiest version of yourself , and it will be so worthy and inspiring ...