I hope someday he'll understand,
How the demons inside me are killing me,
Picking up my broken pieces ,
Watching my pride being shattered,
The way i am being unloved,
By the person who is more than my life to me,
All the dreams i had,
A satisfying career,
A happy family,
And a happy us
Are all now nothing more than an impractical thought to me,
Is it that easy forgetting everything?
Is it that easy unloving someone?
Or maybe being with someone without loving them at all!
I need no answers though-
I am trying and surely will move on
I will let us free,
Maybe someday i will find someone whose love will be worth all the pain i am going through right now,
Or maybe i will be strong enough to sail through this world all alone.