Falling for a bisexual girl
What If he offers you the world,
When all I have to give you is my word?
What if he makes love to you,
Hearing the sweet moans of pleasure that make my heart skip with ecstasy,
Gets to kiss those soft lips that I have grown so found of.
What if you miss the way his firm hands hold you down,
Gush over his masculinity and how it feels to be laid up in his chest.
I know that I sound like a paranoid pile of insecurities but what if he does for you things that I can not,
Gives you all that you desire?
What if you eventually realize that this was all an interesting adventure,
Pick him over me and erase my name from your mind?
I don't want to sound unreasonable,
Especially since you have been nothing but honest with me.
I came chasing after you,
I guess I did not realize how competitive my heart could get.
You got me losing sleep thinking of your love,
Feeling entitled over all of you.
I do have one request for you though,
If ever the moment comes when you can not refrain from his sexual advances,
At least make sure I never find out,
Because that will instantly kill my spirit,
Let me just enjoy your company while I still can,
Hoping that what you feel for me is just as pure as what I feel for you.