#realshit

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  • emrebino 11w

    I fell along with leaves in this fall
    Got wounded, bled and kept bleeding
    I'm terrified to face the winter
    as its pure white snow will make the blood evident

    I shall wait for spring to lave the red.
    ©emrebino

  • emrebino 11w

    My Heart is blazing, but I will not show it to you. I will keep it with me and let it be an ART of Living.
    ©emrebino

  • emrebino 12w

    Everyone is fake my friend; wake up. Only YOU are REAL!
    ©emrebino

  • emrebino 12w

    Don't you think everyone around you are pretending to be at their best as if they are giving an audition?
    ©emrebino

  • unique_inspired 36w

    Happy father's day
    Also the one year anniversary of your death. (Let's be real )


    HAPPY father's day dad

    Even though u didn't raise me

    Never came to anyone of my school events

    Or basketball game

    Or My graduation

    Or dance proformance

    Never told me happy birthday

    Christmas

    The birth of your grandchildren

    Never really tried to be involved in my life

    Especially the times I needed to be protected

    I do remember when I bought weed from u that one time

    After not seeing you for 5 years

    Still holding a grudge When I was in foster care living with u wasn't even a thought
    Didn't try to find out what happened
    Didn't care I guess

    But still secretly seeing my mother 20 years behind my back

    Did u ever ask to see me ?

    My phone number?

    Anything?

    But u were around my other 5 half sisters alot
    Every family event, football season, holiday

    Did u forget I was the youngest

    The last of the litter

    Y was I ALONE

    No invite

    No one reached out

    I was kept away from family

    Never experienced loved from family members

    Only my mother

    Lovers

    Kindness of strangers

    I remember the picture on Facebook while I was alone for Thanksgiving

    U guys posted a family picture

    I remember cause I lived 10 minutes away but I still liked the picture

    Didn't feel anything

    I have a question :

    What's worse not knowing anything about your father?

    Or knowing everything your father but knowing he doesn't think about you enough
    To try to fix what he did?

    Or am I the one that always had to show up at you house just to see your face?

    Feeling like a stranger at my father's place

    What was worse was when you died

    YOU DIED ON FATHER'S DAY
    I swear when people hear that it's hard to believe

    My father died on father's day june 21 2019

    I felt guilty for being angry that u died and never apologized for not doing the best u could

    Or the fact u kept in contact with my mother

    Called my sister's everyday

    took a trips with them

    I never asked y

    Or questioned it

    So SORRY IF IM ANGRY I can't post what I want

    Because when u died I finally met sisters who
    Only heard stories of me
    And now social media is how we stay in touch

    IT'S hard to build a relationship instead of wanting to do it out of guilt

    Only because I died and that what I would of wanted

    I feel that is fake and disrespectful
    Don't use death to get to know your baby sister

    Forced texts
    calls
    I eventually stopped
    Why does my blood feel like strangers

    Why lie ?

    Does the sight of me question the father u had

    I remember the same person
    But 2 versions of what we called dad

    your Daddy was a father to you while
    baby sister was abounded

    But it's okay I hold no hate forgiveness is eventually going to happen

    I surpress it and respect my sister's
    Feelings

    I don't recommend u ask me of mine

    There was so many things I wanted to say
    But I can't now oh well

    Add that to my damage my shrink will have to fix

    Add one more omg story to the list

    Let's JUST celebrate Father's day
    one year anniversary of your death

    Now every father's day from now on is a anniversary of death sadness
    And anger I Never use to feel

    Watching my sister's post pictures of u guys
    I don't even have one

    Hopefully forgive and forget will come

    Y I was the only child u didn't want

    Or if u did tryed harder and didn't pick the best of the litter

    Show me I was WORTH your love too

    That u gave at least 1/2 of a fuck

    Now I have to filter myself out of respect for my 5 older sisters

    daddy's girls
    Princess

    It's not there fault
    One-day I will tell them the truth
    But they just lost a parent so out of respect
    I will keep quiet
    Untill they are ready to know the other side of
    Daddy only I know
    Not dared to be talked about

    They always made excuses for you
    love that they loved you so much I respect that
    I admire that at least u gave them a dad

    Rip daddy
    Happy father's day
    honestly I mean that




    ©unique_inspired

  • the_unheard_legacy 38w

    Better to lose then argue.
    When sensitivity of situation was analysed
    Mentally.

    #lifestory #storyline #storyteller #writerscommunity #wayoflife #perception #mirakeewriters #writer'squote #hindiquote #hindireality #realshit #reality

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    #इल्म.

    हारना भी मंजूर सा लगने लगा,
    जब दिलों के फैसले अकल से
    लिए जा रहे थे|

    ©the_unheard_legacy

  • mishtie 40w

    Me: Can't we skip to the part,, where it's time. Because , I'm so done with the idea of living you know!

    Life: No, your karma isn't over yet!

    ©mishtie

  • mishtie 40w

    Things can get pretty messed up sometimes. There will be times full of misunderstandings with growing distances. But, if the connection is real then there's nothing to worry about! There's always a hope for an happy ending. But to have one you need to start somewhere

    ©mishtie

  • the_unheard_legacy 43w

    #महरूम

    धूप को छांव नसीब नहीं होती.
    चांद को चांदनी नसीब नहीं होती.
    बादलों को बारिश नसीब नहीं होती
    तो क्या जिक्र उस मोहब्बत का
    जिसको जिंदगी नसीब नहीं होती!

    ©the_unheard_legacy

  • the_unheard_legacy 43w

    #Truth

    Bitter truth is better then deceptive truth.

    ©the_unheard_legacy

  • _yerin21 44w

    Love feels much better when it's not perfect !
    ©_yerin21

  • the_unheard_legacy 46w

    Every end is the new start its proven.
    Even the ashes are turned to diamond

    Company name:-Algordanza(swiss company)

    #thenewstart #noend #truthoflife #realshit #realstory #lifechanging

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    #Newstart

    From cremation to ashes,ashes to diamond

    ©the_unheard_legacy

  • words_from_mystik 57w

    Crazy Ol' Man Joe

    Here's a story of a man I used to know.
    The one everyone called "crazy old man Joe". Nobody would sit with him on his bench ;
    only gossipped about him and his stench. You see often his clothes were tattered and tore;
    and there were holes in the shoes he wore.
    He was lonely and trying to mend.
    Had PTSD and he needed a friend.
    Most didn't care what mr Joe had to say,
    but I'm so happy I sat with him that day.
    I learned he served our country and faught in a war.
    He had few possessions, but far from poor.
    Rich in something that isn't bought or sold, What he possessed is more precious than gold.
    Although most of his memories very dark,
    he had so much love with in his heart.
    He had love for all, despite what he'd seen
    not caring at all if they work cruel or mean.
    You could tell he was happy to have a friend;
    And I learned a lot sitting with him.
    As our conversation came to a close that day; He told me he had something he had to say. "You're a lot like my old high school flame"...
    "you look, talk, and act just the same".
    As his mind started slipping even more;
    In his mind I was the girl he once adored. Yesterday I learned my friend has passed on His journey here's over he was called home.
    Found in the park where we sat so I pray...
    He's finally with Lily now and dancing away.
    ©mystikrayne

  • words_from_mystik 57w

    Crazy Ol' Man Joe

    Here's a story of a man I used to know.
    The one everyone called "crazy old man Joe". Nobody would sit with him on his bench ;
    only gossipped about him and his stench. You see often his clothes were tattered and tore;
    and there were holes in the shoes he wore.
    He was lonely and trying to mend.
    Had PTSD and he needed a friend.
    Most didn't care what mr Joe had to say,
    but I'm so happy I sat with him that day.
    I learned he served our country and faught in a war.
    He had few possessions, but far from poor.
    Rich in something that isn't bought or sold, What he possessed is more precious than gold.
    Although most of his memories very dark,
    he had so much love with in his heart.
    He had love for all, despite what he'd seen
    not caring at all if they work cruel or mean.
    You could tell he was happy to have a friend;
    And I learned a lot sitting with him.
    As our conversation came to a close that day; He told me he had something he had to say. "You're a lot like my old high school flame"...
    "you look, talk, and act just the same".
    As his mind started slipping even more;
    In his mind I was the girl he once adored. Yesterday I learned my friend has passed on His journey here's over he was called home.
    Found in the park where we sat so I pray...
    He's finally with Lily now and dancing away.
    ©mystikrayne

  • luispabon 59w

    Why we betray ourselves? Because we get lonely. We get tired of waiting for our tribe to show up so we settle for people who are not really what we want. We deal with bums, snakes, jokers, trade, garbage and losers just to take away the ache of loneliness that quietly screams inside our tired bones. Of course we know we deserve "more" but "more" takes so long to come and by the time it does show up it's time for us to go. Off to the morgue, tag on our toes waiting to be carried off to nothing world. We don't set out to betray ourselves. We just get tired of going it alone. We fill our lives up with busy work, goals, but truth be told we weren't put on this earth to be alone and yet that is what some of us are forced to endure because trying to find good people who match your worth is damn near impossible. So if you got your tribe, if you got a couple of roots in your life, you better hold on cuz nothing hurts worse than the pain of being alone.

    ©luispabon

  • the_unheard_legacy 72w

    #Ashk

    In ashkon se,
    koi bhikar jata hai toh,
    koi sambhal!

    Wo lamha!
    na kisi ka vajood na kisi ka muqaddar bataata hai.
    na he wo us insan ki sahaniyat!
    Wo toh bs aane wala kal or
    beeta hua aj bataata hai!

    ©the_unheard_legacy

  • iamnic_c 84w

    That Real Sh*t

    You never witness true intimacy
    Until you are able to have a bond
    And friendship so solid
    That kind sexual intimacy takes your breath away
    You learn to value the
    Laughter, Love, Conversations
    Those joys warm you up for
    The chemistry that ignites when
    That special person touches you


    ©iamnic_c

  • chetan_kabir 93w

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    Recently i was getting obsessed to download lifestyle apps which makes you more disciplined , I was trying to log in to them to put my progress see if, i am reaching their, trying to look more disciplined but hell no i was just using my smartphone more and more. More than apps i was just continuously falsly claiming see i am progressing because most of the times i was adding false data in it.

    I am not sure if other people do the same but somehow i realized it's not who i am, it's what i want to be but not any app would make me smart.

    Yes for sure application helps but to an extent when you are true to yourself not trying to only satisfy your ego.

    In the process I learnt lot of things how digitally we are becoming dependent and forgetting the correct methods to sustain our consistency. Even i learnt that it's not bad to register on apps if you are using them correctly but for god sake use them continuously not just for some enthusiasm not to look cool or not just to pretend I am a nerd of digital world.

    Today i deleted all those app just kept only one, because now onwards i will be true to myself first and remain consistent to be better for myself.

    A small step might not be a huge leap but it will help to be the brave to learn new things.

    A true outcome of life depends on how one remain focused in the process rather than being in obsessed with it.

    #realshit #motivation #motivator #creator #digital #paranoid #creativeminds #drunkedpoet #life #thoughtoftheday #emotions #live #spilledink #true #rant #pothead #weed #smallstep #newchanges #mirakee

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    Registering yourself to thousands App might not make you Perfect, but Integrating your soul with regular efforts helps to optimize a better Outlook for your Life *UI*.
    ©unknown_failure

  • taleofmyscars 93w

    -You're mind's a mess-

    you can make the roses grow
    in your mind
    but having your heart bloom
    --- thorns
    You can't groom
    ©taleofmyscars

  • taleofmyscars 93w

    -Cause we got issues-

    Matters unsaid
    Mouths tapped
    Issues undisscused
    WHY?
    Just because neither
    Of the gender wants to take
    The blame on them? Well,
    Rape Cases
    Is not something you can
    Fill their mouths to
    Keep'em shut
    Because it's your eyes
    The way our body operates
    How easy is it to tell
    Someone to seal their mouths,
    Just what if the same exact
    Thing happened with us?
    Would we remain quite? NO!
    I believe there are two reasons
    Why they've become a pathogenic
    Disease taking over the world
    The lust of the bois and
    Their parents not slapping
    Them for examining each
    And every curve of a women
    Secondly, the girls are to blame
    Ever wondered why do flies
    Sit on a cake which is uncovered
    And not the same cake
    Having a lid over
    Just like that girls need
    To specify who they want to
    Show their curves.
    Because you can't make a
    Clap with only one hand.
    Both genders are at fault
    ©taleofmyscars