𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘯. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. As I shut my eyes, all the visions of you arose and inundated my senses 'neath the sullen ocean of despair. The coruscant 𝓼𝓴𝔂 of my life turned into a dull grey.
By gently tinting my fingertips on the sand, I engraved "love always", It was looking so enticing, suddenly a tide came up and washed it away though it can't clear your eerie memories. You are still in my mind, and I'm still in you. Ominous 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓭𝓼 of tenebrosity covered all over the azure, It's raining of melancholy, which I carried from too long, from the day you bequeathed me apart.
Not any rainbow embarks after rain, the 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 of love, of hope, all dwindle away. Swaying over the edge of the abyss, I cut my dainty skin to let it gush, to let thou ooze out with the waves of tears; the tint of the sea turns into hue red and then in the black, all at once as I murmured your name with my wilted lips.
A 𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭 of nostalgia gusts to choke my breath like drugs, I am asphyxiating in this air of woe. Not any serene while can make my heart exhilarated, I'm addicted to what halts me, I'm addicted to the feeling of forlorn. The deep wounds of my heart are bleeding more than the skin, that they ripped out of me, but still, it's beating. With each beat, it tantalizes death.
Hoary sky of murky clouds turns apocalyptic, and I embraced the sea. My senses realized everything can affect everything but it can't affect the end, it's inevitable. Slowly slowly it turned all into tempestuous red, as I vanished myself within the tides, 𝓭𝓪𝔀𝓷 arrives and it winds up my life, all at once.