I lived my life in black and white..
My eyes seeing but not comprehending,
My heart beating but not living....
But then, you came,
And I could finally see the green in the grass and the blue in the sky....
You saw the good in everyone, in everything....
But tell me, how did you fail to see the good in us?
How did you fail to see the purity of our love?
How could you just pack up and leave?
How could you just waltz in and teach me how to love, teach me how to live and just walk out so easily?
How can you get up every morning to an empty bed?
How can you go sleep peacefully with everything but me on your mind?
How can you feel whole without your so called ‘heart and soul’ beside you?
Was it ever real?
Were you bone-crushing guys and heart-melting smiles real?
Were your “good morning sunshine”or “sweet dreams sweetheart” texts ever real?
Did our heartfelt talks and breathtaking moments ever mean anything to you?
Did our late night calls and relentless snaps mean nothing to you?
Did I ever mean anything to you?
Was I just a pawn in your game?
Why was I never your queen when i treated you like my king, my world?
Was I even a pawn? Or was I just nothing?
You entered my black and white world and turned it upside down,
You entered my black and white world and coloured it in every shade possible,
You entered my black and white world and you introduced me to myself and for the first time I felt alive.
Then, you left,
And, my fully coloured life left with you, and so did my heart.
When you left, you took away the most important gift, you left me blind with not even a black and white world to live in, you took away my world, my existence.