I was sad
We have been waiting for all this time,
and we cannot take good care of...
I blame myself,
because he doesn't know me even though he is a part of me,
because my love can't hold it,
because of my obligation to forget about him in me.
I know this is my fault
I shouted sad and got mad
Why don't I just be blamed when their face is sad?
I made their big hopes disappear,
but everyone doesn't blame me,
Instead encourages me
A couple days later they said, "baby's crying will be heard some time later so don't be sad, dear."
I hope it's not a fake hope.