Lol,he never apologized for anything he ever did to me. I forgave him anyway. Lol,I found myself forgiving him even before he committed the offence,even before he hurt me,tore me apart,over and over. Again and again. I found him breaking me,his words could fix me,the same mouth would have words that broke me over and over. That face I adored,that smile,belonged to a heart that didn't love me. Didn't care enough to ask himself,how I was faring after every fall. I was drunk on him,drunk on the love he gave scantily. He was a drug and I was the addict. Love,lol. I didn't understand why this love wasn't what I had read tbe books. Was it something I was doing wrong. Why he would stab me over and over with that same knife I had told him was my poison. I told myself it was a normal relationship problem. Jokes on me. Eventually,he left. He left me,cracked,not broken,with scars. Scars I am left to tend to on my own. A soul with so many wounds they've already started scarring. But here's my promise. I am never ever settling again. My biggest fear now,to settle. I am a Queen in my own right. I will wear my scars proudly because they make me who I am. This beautifully and wonderfully made Royalty with a heart so big and I'm proud. Proud of this me. Proud that I still got a light in me. Proud that it wasn't dimmed,and shines brightly,so bright.