I am 100% miserable with my life right now…
I am not sure why.
Things seem to be running fairly smooth.
I am concerned about where my husband's head is?
My body is completely falling apart?
My mind overwhelms me so,
There have been many late and/or sleepless nights,
And some extremely early morning hours.
My thoughts are not good, to say the least.
I feel as if I have completely lost any control that I once had.
I am not okay.
I'm desperately trying to move forward,
But it feels as if the weight of the World is pushing back against me,
With every ounce of energy and strength, it has.
This one is harder than any I can recall.
Will I make it?
The answer is, "I don't care."