When the lips are closed, you are only left with your thoughts. But even those thoughts get boring after some time. So you shift from those thoughts to the people around you. You notice frivolities they do, stupidities they say, empty lives they lead. You feel like you are in some movie in which you have no control. Everything moves even if you stay still, lifeless. Everyone walks through their ordinary lives, there is no one that stands out. Everyone seems to be a clone of everyone. If there is just one person that is different, that could save me and keep me from the magical world of silence and stale world of boredom, I would be happy to receive him. But for now, I can satisfy myself by dreaming of the ideal world, ideal person that I want to be a part of.