Mirakee
Ek Aakhri Khat
ab nahi maangta saath kisise,
kisi apne se koi bandagi nahi maangta hu.
is kadar tuta hua paya khud ko,
ki ab main zindagi se bhi zindagi nahi maangta hu.
ab main shor se bhi koi sannatey nahi maangta.
Palko se neend ke bahane nahi maangta hu.
na hi dushman naye maangta hu koi,
aur koi dost bhi purane nahi maangta hu.
ab mere ishq ka karobaar nahi maangta kisise,
aur Gairo se koi karaar nahi maangta hu.
Mera samandar, dubo raha hai muzko ab,
ye jaankar, ab kisise, koi Sansaar nahi mangta hu.
Ha par ek maangta hu sabse, jo bhi apne aur paraye hai.
Bhula dena wo lamhe sabhi, jo mere saath bitaaye hai.
Kya karoge yaad rakhkar, meri dard bhari zindagi.
jis-se dard but-ta chala gaya mera, kis kaam ki meri bandagi
Bhushan _ Asaf
©bhushan_asaf
#sucidal
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Feelings
I used to know how to feel,
I used to feel sadness,
I used to feel happiness
I used to feel all this when I was still me,
I used to know this before I became 16.
It is like there is a curse attached to the age '16'
Now all I feel is....
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
I don't know when I am sad anymore,
I fake my happiness all the time.
People noticed and stopped talking to me.
I hate the new me
I hate how I can't explain how I feel.
I hate how people don't come close to me cause I get irked easily.
I hate this feeling...
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burhanuddinshayar
Hey your writeup is amazing and your thoughts have power to make change I think.
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Body shaming
I heard from someone that no matter how you look people will still look for a way too make you feel bad about how you look.
They told me not to care that they are just bullies who try to make you feel sad.
But I can't, when I try too, it just keeps ringing like Christmas bells in my ears.
I am on the big side, sorry I hate using the word 'fat'. It makes me angry.
There are toxic people who laugh at me when I walk. Although I am not that big,they make it look like it.
Some use sweet words to tell me I am fat.
They even compare me to my sisters, they say I am the fattest which is not true.
They tell me they are only doing that to make me determined and losses weight, but it kills me all the time.
I know people who like me but can't come too me because I am 'fat'.
I eat once a day because of them.
I am afraid to leave my sit or class on school because of them.
No matter how hard I try to keep fit and look good,
they never appreciate it.
Being on the big side has made me a depressed wreck.
I now behave like a mad person because of this.
Whenever I eat twice a day, I cut my skin.
I resulted to self harm as a place of help.
I have panic attacks because of them.
You want to know about a very terrible disease,
Become a fat person.
They will also body shame you because you are small.
It is either 'you look bigger than your age' or 'you look like the mom or dad of your class' or 'you are so short or tall'.
Body shaming is the worst thing that could ever happen to anyone.
I really hate to look at myself in the mirror
When my friends take mirror pictures, I tell them it is not my thing.
When I post a mirror picture I delete the ASAP because of the voices I hear when I look at them.
I wish I was not on the bigger side,
Infact, I wish I never existed....
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voices_as_thoughts
18w
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Betty's Kirtle
She is a chef,
she makes for others a smile,
atleast three times a day,
before she tends to her own taste buds
She is expected to serve everyday of which now she has mastered
even in her blues and distress, she seems more perfect.
How she takes a fake spice to make a real taste and hence diffusion,is quite asking how
her wages is deserving of an novel award and not coins
Who directs but can't be seen?
Who listens but can't be heard?
No self rewards,
and even what she makes, a smile, has been more or less on her own menu.
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akritisaroj
25w
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akritisaroj
27w
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This post is dedicated to
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akritisaroj
31w
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IT HURTS
It hurts to be rejected,
To be always sad and dejected !
It hurts to be futile,
To be weary and fragile !
It hurts to be vulnerable,
To be declared incapable !
It hurts to be broken,
And not get again woven !
It hurts to be left alone ,
To just silently cry and moan !
It hurts to not be able to explain,
The Altitude of my pain !
It hurts to be hated ,
To be lied to and cheated !
It hurts to be scoffed at, and even worse
To not be able to give them back !
It hurts to be unwanted ,
It hurts to be unnamed ,
It hurts to be unaccepted ,
It hurts to be ashamed
But it HURTS the most to be.. Unloved !
Only if they ever cared to learn
That It Does Hurt..!
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Me
I am a woman who can love the most because I lack love
I am a mom who can defeat the worst emotional pain because my son is in that pain
I am a friend because I can bring comfort to a friend who has had the most worst day ever because I have those days.
I can HELP people who have had the worst insults,and humiliation from family
because my family is king in that department
I can recognize the plight of a person wanting to throw his,or her life away because I been there only a half a million times.
I can do this ,I can be this but seems like no one can do the same.
I am the one that stands alone. -
drifting_soul
38w
I just wanna go back to the times where I wanted to be alive , When I was excited to wake up the next day , Now I dread everyday that I wake up, And everyday where I'm not good enough, No body understands, i'm not strong, I'm not happy, I don't want to be alive anymore, I don't want to breath anymore, I just don't want to
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Blue
I pull myself underwater
How long can I hold my breath
All that water rushing into my lungs
Sharp pain in my chest
All I can see is blue
All I feel is you
I'm ready to forget it all
I was afraid of drowning
But now I fear nothing at all
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callous
44w
sometimes
the desire to die overcomes
all my other desires
©callous -
|| too late ||
because its too late now
to console my heart
to show it a bit of love
how cruel are you to show me the light
I feast in the dark
dont you know
and yes
my heart ?
ah
its already empty, sorry
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Who is The person that i became? I don't understand what happened in my brain
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Sucidal
Sometimes it takes a lot of courage,
To let go of the world that loves you,
And do something that everyone is scared of..
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No one is there to cry if I die
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I was murdered
I was murdered when I was a young child. I was theft of my innocence when he played "games" with me. I was stabbed in my back when my step mom started her emotional abuse. My heart was stabbed when my mom left. And my sisters always mean words of telling me of my worthlessness is a shot into my head repeatedly as I hear the voices repeat her words. My soul has been murdered but no one will save it or bring the pain to justice.
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CRUEL BOY - The Scars Of A Soul
He could never see any deeper into his shallow scars.
The empty grin printed on his face.
The fake glitter reflected in his glazed eyes.
The hollow pallid cuts hidden beneath his sweater.
His silver-tongue licking your ears with blatant lies.
You ate the pain pouring out of his palms.
That's why he never left you a letter.
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Alone
Guess i was so alone..
Was never the one , to let go of someone.
So everyone left me..
With shadows and dreaderies..
Was never the one move on..
So all i was left with were hopeless poetry and memories..
Was never the one to regret..
So everyone made me doubt me..
Shall i pull in the dager..
Shall i cut the thread..
But is it all just a game of life and death!?
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silentlovermohan
118w
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silentlovermohan
118w
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