Just wait and hope!
It's hard to pretend,
It's hard to put together words,
When you don't know a thing and worry about the end,
Yet still feel the worst,
The feelings submerge you, diverge your attention,
Into thinking that what's happening is some sort of convention,
Concession from your mind will never likely be true,
For you are always stuck in this loop,
It's true that you might feel sad,
Or even worse which will make you complete mad,
But you have had enough of this crap,
So put down the hatred and start to feel glad,
You might want to give everything up and leave,
Feel suffocated and choked by this heaviness which heaves,
You up in the sky and thrashes you down,
You feel so bad that you want to quit and go hellbound.
But there's still hope, for you are the smoke,
You can rise up from the ashes of dust,
You can beat everything that makes you feel choked,
And still be yourself without turning rust.
You are about to experience a beautiful bliss,
Where you get blessings from all the loved ones whom you miss,
It's like a dream, a paradise,
Even after waking up, you will feel sufficed.
You can cross mountains without leaving terrain,
It's all in the brain, you can win this game,
You break the chain and start a new one,
Fly high and worry about none.
Let the sun shine bright on you through this dark phase,
Look into the mirror and adore that pretty face.
For you aren't a disgrace, you're in the waiting line,
You will find friends who won't decline,
You, so start to focus on the bright side,
Just wait and see, you'll get for what you have tried,
The things you thrived for might not be yours,
But learn to love the things which are given to you by God.
Like the clay and rod merge and still don't hurt,
they blend in and play with each other.
So are you, you will mold into a beautiful soul,
The rods may pierce you but you can get fixed as a new whole.
A hole won't break you apart,
Wait and watch,
The void will soon be filled,
And you won't feel the pain which had tried to conceal,
The real you, you will bloom,
You're a work in progress, a budding cacoon,
You will break your shell,
And feel free in this beautiful realm!