I don't understand, what has happened to me!
The moment I wake up,
I feel terrible fear,
anxiety, my heart aches.
I feel like the whole world is lost to me.
Everything is now shattered in me,
and has started to pierce in me.
Early morning were refreshing,
power naps were energizing,
but now, it's dull and numb.
Music doesn't relaxes me anymore.
Scrolling got worse even more.
Stand-up comedies terribly failed,
laughter became history,
smile lost it way, long back!
I have people to share,
but I don't want to talk.
I have people who care,
but I don't feel them any more.
More than hundred unresponsed calls,
Using a gadget has also started to irritate now and next.
Food has lost its taste,
dreams have lost its way,
time is just passing by,
insomnia greeting me every night.
Seems like all the colors have faded away.
Here I am lying in the bed,
Within the four walls,
All the day!
I don't understand, what has happened to me,
but this is all what is going with me!