00.00
I think the reaaon I lose sleep from 12 midnight
Is because sleep requires some form of peace
And after you
My soul has been restless
No i dont want you back
I just wish i never met you
From 00.00
All i can think of is how I wasn't good enough
All i can see is her face
And your eyes on her
©fallen20angel
#toxic
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Love sick
I must have mistaken the hand shaking and vomiting
For something else
The anxiety and panic attacks
Man I thought that meant i was scared to loose you
But no
My body was afraid of you
Warning me simultaneously continuesly
To run for my life
I mistook the wasps for butterflies
So i held my stomach everytime you where near
And my heart beat racing
Increased instaneously
It wasn't love
©fallen20angel -
the_best_liar 3d
Jab tu nahin tha yahan toh gham nahi tha
Aadat teri lagne tak sab kuch sahi tha
Aaya tu zindagi mein banke sitam sa
Haan ik sitam sa
Ik tere pyar ne aise diye zakham
Na hi to jee sake, na hi mare hai hum
Ik tere pyar ne aise diye zakham
Na hi to jee sake na mare hai hum
Ik tere pyar ne...
Jis din pehli baar dekha tujhko
Kosun us din ko main
Kyun ladte ho
Iska jawab doon kin kinko main
Aankhein chehre mein dhas gayi hain
Koi raunak nahi
Lagta hoon psycho
Milta hoon jin jinko main
Choti choti baat pe ladne ka mann kare
Jis se bhi milun main
Jhagadne ka mann kare
Rehti ek anxiety si
24 ghante marne ka mann kare
Kyun hai itni gandagi
Naa tujhko pata, na mujhko pata
Kuch bhi bacha hai kya
Tere mere bich mein
Tu ye mujhko bata
#toxic
#songthatcarrywholeemotion
#the_lost©the_best_liar
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There comes a time when God exposes people that need to be cut off immediately
©beautifulheart7 -
You made love to me
You made love to me
With your hands on my throat
Choking me, Cutting my air supply
Then you ask me if I'm yours
"Yes" I said just to please you
Then will I have mercy
Only then will you let me breathe
Little diamonds in my eyes twinkle
The purple stain on my neck darken
Nail marks on bosom bleed
Red lipstick untouched
You roar, pulsing inside me
Without a single kiss on my lips
You made love to me
©themoonandthesun -
You made me feel so stupid and worthless..
But you indeed is the one who is heartless..
Everyone called me insane and needy for you..
But they didn't know I was just doin' what you told me to.
On my knees begging for you to keep loving me..
If I don't, what you do to me is what they never see..
The world thinks we are the best couple..
What puzzles me is why they don't see the muzzle.."
©anonym_o -
Toxicity
"Don't talk to her"
"Don't play with her"
"Don't let her join our group"
"Her or me"
"Him or me"
"Choose"
Yeah..the questions of toxicity
It first makes you feel special
But little did you know
It was like an ocean of poison
Slowly devouring you into its deepest trenches
You begin to suffocate
when the faint discern starts to hit
The cuffs of toxic possessiveness make you realise
You're too deep to come out
Break open those shackles and swim to the surface
Let go of the toxicity
For the toxicity is like Deadly Nightshade
It kills you.
©_thefallenphoenix_ -
roel_gonz 3w
Melt
my
desires
like a
snowflake
with your
venomous
lips
©roel_gonz -
Lost
”Sometimes the best memories are meant to forgotten to move on”
©queenshii -
Lost
”when did you start loathing me” He asked with impenetrable gaze of affection
“You don't know? Scoffs*, ”it's when you start making me feeling like I can't do without you” She replied void of affection.
©queenshii -
AMAM.
You slowly help to kill the seed's
Confidence to grow,
You'd say, 'ain't my fault..it's his'
You sounded like ya tired of him
But Nah!
You are scared
Scared to say those words
He killed yours first
But hate to admit it.
Shall we laugh at you?
You pray for an early rise for ya seeds
But you know the truth.
No raising till they breathe the air
Far from dwelling!
So much for confidence!
Shall we still laugh?
©aradunni -
mequreshi 5w
......
I believe we were better on our own,
You and me
Just like the string of your guitar,
Your love plays me so bad
I can't be mad over it or be sad
Addicted to you like a poet to his poem,
I wander losing tears but come back home
Until there comes a day
When sunshines makes its way
I'll abandon you like rain in a cloud
This too will happen with a thunder so loud
©mequreshi
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DRUM ROLL PLEASE
How are you so hard?
How are you so cold?
You know I've loved you,
but this pain is getting old.
How can you love,
with a soul that you sold?
If this is a game,
then fuck it, I fold.
Your heart runs deep,
with cruelty untold.
It's become so putrid,
it's starting to grow mold.
I have held on so tight,
but I can no longer hold.
I have seen this play out,
so let the tapes roll.
I want my heart back,
it's something you stole.
Now my chest is hollow,
with a vast empty hole.
This life with you,
has taken it's toll.
Like running the gauntlet,
at a leisurely stroll.
I'm not okay now,
I'm not entirely whole.
Will I make it or won't I?
Let's hear the drum roll.
~ Rachel G Ezell
©rachelezell27 -
shivangij 5w
For full read below:
Earlier, I used to be that naive,
To understand all worldly chores
In this era of adulthood from naive;
I realised how concept of love changes
Earlier, this concept was far better,
Than I reflect in today's world
There was no just hookups,
Just a person in love with other
There was no concept of friends with benefits,
Rather being a single person altogether
I miss those early ones
Where no toxic ones exist
Now, is the era of casual dating, hookups, greetings with benefits
Moving ahead with just flirty, unofficial, going with flow with no future, using and cheat;
I mean, there are endless terms;
Be the ones who remains
Either in a good relation or be single
At last you will be better
Than being filled up with toxicity inside
Save yourself from these things to eat you up sooner.
#toxic #toxicrelationship #choosewisely #realityoflife #lovesunk #respectyourself #saveyourself @mirakee_words @mirakeeToxicity in love
Earlier, I used to be that naive,
To understand all worldly chores
In this era of adulthood from naive;
I realised how concept of love changes
Earlier, this concept was far better,
Than I reflect in today's world
There was no just hookups,
Just a person in love with other
There was no concept of friends with benefits,
Rather being a single person altogether
I miss those early ones
Where no toxic ones exist -
anonym_o 6w
I did what you told me to
I smiled when you asked me to
I nodded everytime you said something
even though I know its reasonable
They are so in love everyone gushed
She was so lost under his spell said them delighted
Only I know I am dead under your dark control
And you are a twisted monster...
©anonym_o -
kidluvari 6w
Burned
i found myself
thirsty for attention
it was embarrassing
and felt like i was shedding skin
that wasn’t mine
©kidluvari -
shivangij 6w
Toxic to being happy
No matter how toxic your past could be,
No matter how you've been degraded by your past;
No matter how spoilt you become because of it,
No matter how your past make you lose self respect.
No matter how your confidence is loosen,
No matter how you lost yourself within;
No matter how your become scared,
No matter how how you were depressed.
No matter how you were desperate,
No matter how you kneel down above everyone;
Cause you thought you no matter,
Cause you think you don't deserve anyone of this matter.
Well, it is just a piece of dirt,
Who entered and spoilt you and made you learn all the way throughout;
But you were just a naive to it,
Which taught you a lot of how nice you are for it to accept.
Just move on and live on,
This phase to your happiest more of;
Cause it's ultimately your life,
Which you gonna think when you die.
©shivangij -
grotesque 6w
Petals of courage
Let me go, before I die completely.
Let me go when I say I want to. For,
Many months it has been a struggle
To keep our sanity. For many instances
When you were done saying rude things
To me, I sat in my dark room thinking of
Ending every possible thing that is alive
Within me. The outside world always blames
Me for tolerating you but no one comes
And shows me compassion for being
So brave. Yes I am brave because the way
I love you, no one can. You can't even fathom
In your afterlife how much damage you have Caused me.
So, when I say goodbye, let me
Leave silently. I know you would not
Comprehend what is love 'cause you're always
Preoccupied about your problems & principles.
But dear, love is what you get from me on a
Daily basis. The one you didn't ask for
Yet you keep enjoying & receiving the warmth
Because it is abundant in nature. You can't value
What reaches out to you randomly. Even if you
Know, you would never take an initiative to
Change an inch of yourself because you feel
It's useless. Yet, I love you. I don't claim it.
I simply do. But please let me go now. It is
Getting darker both inside & out. I do not
Have much time before you and the darkness
Consume my conscience totally! When I count....
1,2,3,4.... You slowly let my hand go off.
If you can't, watch me slowly move my hands
Away. Do not stop me. I'll go. I'll go forever.
You sit back & enjoy all the warmth I left behind.
©grotesque -
brokengypsysoul 6w
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Photo by <a href="https://stocksnap.io/author/hdwallpapers">HD Wallpapers</a> from <a href="https://stocksnap.io">StockSnap</a>Sometimes people have feelings that are not reciprocated
The other person owes you nothing
I know how badly you want them to feel something
I know it hurts but...
You can't expect anything from them
Getting mad is a reflection of themselves
Name-calling is a form of abuse
Belittling someone because you can't get what you want
Is a toxic trait that needs to be worked on
No means no, regardless of the situation
Respect others decisions
And move on.....
©brokengypsysoul -
_sky_blue_ 7w
Plethora
Plethora of anything can be dangerous, treacherous, toxic and vicious.
©_sky_blue_