In the end, I will not have left, I will not have given up on you. Because I don't mean more to me than you mean to me. Things get hard, the world gets dark, the demons come out of their cages, we hurt each other. But in the end, I will have stayed, no matter what, because, my darling, you're worth it, all of it. My happiness does not trump your happiness. I love you with everything that I am, and that means I realize that we both deserve to be happy, we both deserve to be understood, we both deserve for our secrets to be kept safe. I am no saint and just because I never gave up that doesn't make me better than anyone else, maybe it even makes me stupid, I don't know. I don't have a perfect love, I know that, but I love you and that means I won't give up on you. I don't know how. This is the only way I know how to love.