Is it fear, pride or ego? I know I've let fear stop me from a lot. Knowing fear is a lack of faith is one thing. So how much faith do you have in God when your natural fears kick in? Let Go now. How much time do you really have. Everyone judges so get over it. I'm starting to. Be your true self at all times for that will attract reality.
We can also carry in our hearts a fear of rejection or a fear of losing something or someone we never had. What if it's we can handle the word no, we just are afraid of what's to follow after? Is it the long silence or disconnect from the person, place or thing, never to be the same after pursued?
Could we be afraid of change? Being so complacent in our lives or are we just at terms with being alone? Soo many want love and that sense of comfort knowing they will never be alone in their life's journey knowing the love of their life holds a special place in their heart and lives there through to the last dying breath.
How do you achieve such a high!? The road blocks that are placed by self that deny access to such opportunity are set for all of our wandering thoughts to end our search for a soul mate to self-destruct, in which leaves fragments of our desires scattered across the sea of regret.
Hopefully they stay afloat and drift back to one place, piecing back together our confidence and faith in love, replacing the fear of rejection with the reassurance of God's love and the one of self, for with those two we can be aware of our self worth and know we are one in the same. With all of us on this journey to find out soul's counterpoint, we can sleep in peace knowing we are be prepared for such a ceremonious day!
Some people get what they want, but then they act like they don't want what they're given. I think its because sometimes the form it takes isn't quite the form they wanted. That the person giving it and in the manor in which it's given isn't what they wanted. Or maybe the timing is simply off. Or maybe, it's just that when you don't know what you want nothing is ever enough.
I think that's the real tragedy. That life gives us exactly what we've been wanting but we fail to embrace it. Simply letting those moments and people pass us by not knowing it's actually what we really needed.❤️