And now I'm at a point where there is neither any going nor any coming back.
I've lost many people in my life and yeah most of them were those who were very dear to my heart. I tried to hold onto them during their storms and yes they were saved too.
But when my demons arrived during my storms, I couldn't bring up myself to them, I couldn't make them understand about my fears and the thought process that I was going through.
I couldn't make them stay with me, I just couldn't.
Many people have come in my life but I only let a few enter within my thoughts.
But the thing is they came to me for their needs, for help be it for a broken heart or family issues. All they did was used me, consumed me till the time I was deprived of all my strength to meet up their requirements.
Well now when I look back to those moments and see what they did, I laugh back and smile saying to myself, "You did what you could, you only knew how to use me for your time pass but all I did was to Love you and Care for you and you know what these are somethings which not everyone posses but I do and I have no shame in that."
Conclusion- They left me afterwards when their need was satisfied and I cried an ocean full of tears but now I smile and laugh at my fears.
So what should I say now, love to everyone who came in my life and taught me that kindness is the biggest virtue and also made me strong enough so that even if I break, I can rise and get back up again...