She left me with the pain, and released herself from it. Her happiness was my only priority. And still its going to be. But my happiness? She was my only happiness and she forgot that.
I can’t love any other girl like i love her.. There isn’t gonna be any other women in my life who can have a power to replace her.
Who can take over to the level of her craziness she had.. My temptation for her, who i wanna see in my darkest of time. There’s no one i wanna share my meal with. I’m lying alone but still my hand reaches for head, still i wanna do the before bed things i did for her. This loneliness was suffocating me.. i lost her in ways I can’t bring her back. I didn’t do enough things for her, to make our future. I didn’t give her the marriage she always dreamt off.. a human life which she wanted to make with me. I wanna do all things she wanted. And i miss her, and I can’t tell her now. I wanna hug her, and I can’t even see her now...