So my mother helped change my relationship with my most recent ex, there has hiv and non poz, so they can’t pass it off; yet she brought Worry into the mix and life and that’s when it got Fucked and not the good way; sorry to all HIV people, yet you did soulful sign up for this role.
Worry dose nothing but keep you in a fear state of being.
The relationship was already on a, let’s say the skipping pebble is about to miss a beat; as they forced me to take pills by the fact that of before the whole worry thing happened and I mean they say “today that I had a choice to leave The house if I wanted to,” so they are just deflecting the point that they had something to do with my unhappiness to put it simply, yet I loved them, we where in love, but he was and is very controlling of everything because I’m under there house,(like the name is the only one on the lease) so “there the head of the house hold,” and so I could as a second-class citizen in my own home, the play ground for my piece of mind. But they never, seen that I was hurting from my past and just not able to deal with it that was in a loving kind way for everybody around but on top of that he would make be mad and they did get it because I am too busy trying to guide me in a direction that was not me over listening to me.
Yet, I want to be me, and not the•n/m.
©my_secret_life
#worry
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God made you,
As well as everything you will ever need.
So do not worry about tomorrow,
Do not worry about today.
@memosfrom.momo -
Leadmyway
It's a blank space,
Darkness filled in,
Was sitting in a place,
With no thoughts to merge me,
It wasn't the good one,
But the one to drive me crazy,
But the moment I looked at him,
The ray of hope once again filled in,
There isn't the need for you to worry,
There isn't a need for you to scurry,
There isn't a need for you to cry,
For what's not yours to force that in,
Being through shit you have been,
The existence has seen,
He witnessed the pain and the hoots you have been hidden within,
Believe in him,
A let go of things in life is the motive,
Where he's the equestrian,
And I am letting him lead my way......
And that's how life seems to breeze in....
©Maitrayee11 -
The Definition of Insanity
I spend my present thinking about my future, and I spent my past thinking about today. The hours I spent worrying didn't change what happened to me, so why can't I stop the pattern?
©warriorofthenight -
Worry
When we worry, we make problems bigger than what they really are. Instead of worrying, accept whatever you have no control over, prepare wherever you can and choose happiness instead of worry!.
©the_unknown_writer_20 -
My Prabhu Forever
By ShriHari Nandini
I don't wanna achieve you Father
Cuz if you're mine,
Distance doesn't matter,
And if Oh Father, you aren't mine,
Then your place, isn't mine either
I don't wanna achieve you Hari
Cuz I know you can't be
Won like a Trophy,
If you are not a prize, I consider you my life
Then where's the scope to worry?
I don't wanna search for you Madhav
Cuz in your smile,
I find each answer,
The great exclaim, you live in my Heart
Even though I am not your standard
I don't wanna search for you ShriVishnu
Because, I know you're by my side forever,
And hence I do not find an issue,
For even if I forget you won't,
You shall always be my Prabhu
©shrihari_nandini -
pinky_grande 8w
FAULT
Don't worry when people gossip
you or talk behind you because
their work is to find the other's fault .
They can't agree their own fault.
So, use this as a chance to
come forward.
©pinky_grande -
Happiness!
All i can think about is, the happiness of the people i love, ways to make them happy and feel loved.
-©she_express_alot -
theminimalistwriter 10w
I will never not worry about the ones I love.
#writersnetwork #mirakee #worry #care #quotes #poetry #spilledink #writtenthought #writersofmirakeeWorrying is but a symptom of caring.
Something I am glad to suffer from.
©theminimalistwriter -
Worry is an alarm clock
which will prepare you for your future
but worrying too much will ruin both your future and present.
©samrin -
random_nandy 11w
©random_nandy
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puranidiary 11w
Thank you @writersnetwork for liking the post truly means a lot
@writersnetwork @writersbay @mirakee @odysseus @sproutedseeds #serenity #pain #follow #silence #past #worry #writers #english #pod #thoughtoftheday #pages #tears #pictures #ocean #promisesSerenity
Then there are days when my words are silent
Serenity prevails on the lips and tears getting violent
I scribble on pages hoping for turbulence to settle
Like a lost warrior silently gazing at fierce battle
Bashed with regrets as those memories flicker
I cry looking at smiles in those fake pictures
Anxious about tomorrow with gist of haunted past
Quietly reminiscing about the promises that didn't last
Too much mess in my head that i fail to ink
Ocean of lies and my numb body ready to sink
©puranidiary -
The worry is not of
problem or its solution,
It's in "how one gonna do it?"
©shivtado -
Worry Less
How much you may worry... but the thing which is meant to happen will never stop to happen. Not saying to stop worrying but don't bother more✌️✌️
©kosatli -
XQZ
Its painful...
Get out of my head...
Darkness is my friend...
I can see all the leaches...
Come and suck my blood...
Why you did what you did and its nothing now? Fok off!
©fi8zbak -
Confused
Asked me to burn my memories into ashes....
Oh!! Look at yours.... Its still here...what shall I do... It looks beautiful ... Painful for my heart... I don't want you to burn... But why?
©fi8zbak -
Worry 101
You see, that's the thing about worry, my love,
It's addictive.
You find yourself tuning into it,
The moment you are alone.
Like a never ending novel that you are hell bent on completing.
From one scenario to the other,
Your mind unwinds down the familiar spiral.
There's always another worry to worry about.
There's always more string than pearls.
You see, that's the thing about worry, my love,
It's infinite.
It doesn't require a rooftop or a balcony,
Public worrying isn't an offence; not yet.
There's nothing to purchase,
Nothing to deal.
You see, that's the thing about worry, my love,
It's convenient.
So I could go on and on about how giant spaces scare me,
And you can continue fixating on the words you should have said.
And we can carry on sneaking, into empty rooms,
To take our solitary drag of worry.
Or we could, instead, take some sips from each other's glasses.
Open up, and remind one another,
That the end of the world is still pretty far off.
That this too, shall pass.
You see, that's the thing about worry, my love,
Together, it's survivable.
©gundeep_sahni -
keithallencovell 19w
Talkrows
Music mouth
I am a singer
Fierce as ever
I am clever
Heard my words
How they did sever
All the negativity
Boxes shut
Fake averted
Talking much
Need to calm down
Psycho struts
Along the rows
Knife just a' swingin'
Freddy Kruger
Fool for theater
Cheater, bleeder
Friend who's insane
No longer a friend
More just afraid
Singing helps me detach from it all
Though, still lonely
©keithallencovell -
Idk
Quality matters. -
Cosmic rainfall
The rain has fallen
For eternity and more
like crying
From both joy and sorrow
If you take a sip
Of that sweet drop
You feel the cycle of life
And falls, deep into its trance
The moment happens for you
To realize what it’s all for
Through all the struggles and pain
You finally begin to see why
There is nothing to worry about
For no matter what you choose
No matter what you do
You are moving towards love
It is inevitable
Stopping is impossible
As time flows
You become more and more
The meanings and games we play
It’s only to make us love more
For when the end comes
You will see just how much it was
How everything happened
For love