5 honest statement
...1) ART- books, movies, music, visual art- that's my safe place. And when i experience intense emotions triggered by artistic material, i embrace it.
They are d only things that make me feel alive most of d days, when other people are not allowed - if u knw wt i mean.
...2) i crave intimacy yet i don't knw how to share intimate relationship with someone. Bcoz being intimate, require certain degree of vulnerability.
I'm terrified being vulnerable.
...3) there are people i want to go upto and say
I need you, i need a hug bcoz those are d only people who know d real me , nd i want to believe that they like me for me. Bt I'm afraid to do that bcoz they might not understand the sentiment.
So do they really know me???
...4) i hate it when people put me on pedestal.
Bcoz i always always fall. And then they leave.
I'm deeply flawed. Bt they never seem to understand wt that really means. Even when i tell them. Bt who can blame them? I put myself on a pedestal too.
...5) I like being productive i like creating and learning new things. Bt i can barely make myself ao things i love on most days...