You are the Problem
The problem is not them; the problem is you.
The fact that they never loved you enough is wrong. The fact is the way they loved is enough for them.
May be like you, they don’t know what selfless love is. May be they don’t know how much it hurts to be on the other side.
The fact is they are still enjoying their gala time, pretending to be sad when they are not.
The fact is, it doesn’t matter to them, because you find your ways to go back to them always.
Knowing the sleepless nights they gave you, knowing you were never the priority, you will still go back to them, don’t know how many times but you will.
So, the problem is not them. If by doing nothing right they still get you each time, where are they wrong?
If you don’t understand your value, if you don’t maintain your self-respect why blame them?
And , if you think this time they will be different, then again you are wrong ! if you think they are sad and guilt struck , you are wrong. They are still the same , doing the exact same thing. Because they know, you will be back.
So the problem is not them. The problem is you. You need to really understand if they really loved you they wouldn’t have let you in this situation. They wouldn’t have let you suffer from self-doubt , anxiety , pain . Instead they would have worked on you to make you a better person.
Trust me, you deserve to be loved right. If you don’t get that, then YOU are the problem.