In the deepest corners of my heart reside a place where there hides an insecure me. One who considers herself ugly. One who considers herself a liability for herself, this world, and her family and friends. One who considers herself unworthy. Unworthy of every single thing she is in possession of except pain. One who considers herself worthless. Worthless because she can't score good marks. Then there's also this me who loves herself. Who knows that marks aren't everything. Who is able to read people as if they were open books. Who is able to uplift the mood of anyone and make anyone laugh. Who is so insecure but has this beautiful smile inducing hope in others to be positive. Who is aware that she writes beautifully and life doesn't end here. There's this me who thinks the only one who didn't deserve to be her mother is my mom. The most amazing personality I've ever met. The best companion of mine who equally makes me smile and annoy, my dearest mother. I know she has gone through a lot. A lot. I love her. I am not able to anybody like I love her. Beautiful. Smart. Compassionate. Suave. She is my mother. I think she deserved a better daughter than me. One who met her expectations. My mother shows that she doesn't expect anything from me at the same time she expects me not to live a life and go through what she did. My mother deserves a daughter who does well in her academics and good at heart. My mother deserves a daughter who shares everything with her. My mother deserves a beautiful daughter. My mother deserves a daughter good at life. My mother deserves everything. My mother deserves to be loved by a daughter capable of showing her love for her mother. My mother deserves the world. My mother deserves peace. My mother deserves to hear I love you Mom each day by a daughter better than me.
I love my mother. And I don't think my love for her can ever diminish. I love my mother. I can't even think of losing her. I'm sorry Mom. But you deserve a better daughter than me :") @vindhya_princess I had tears in my eyes when I wrote this. Almost. @mirakee@writersnetwork