You taught me it isnt shame in being yourself. You taught me it is sometimes better to feel your own self. You taught me its okay to cry at nights under the moonlight. You taught me it will be alright someday. You taught me even if it comes it shall pass. You taught me I was a part of you then. But let me tell you I miss you, No I miss the "OLD" you. They told me to forget parts of you after you left, But poor me, I never could, I doubt if I ever can? My heart still ponders upon what was the exact reason that changed you, You knew I was with you, in times of good or bad. But you still left me, With the same never-ending distanced broken friendship. I thought I would prove them wrong, No distance can reduce the amount of affection. But it seems like a pause, We got matured by natures fault. Where we think its the other person's fault always, we have become too coward to feel sorry for our own mistakes; or to even judge them.
But just remember, this crackhead loved you even from away. But we just failed to remove the creases of some FACTUAL errors in our story. I wish we never fought.
P.s. Written on ~8th July 2020. 11 05 pm. (Just had no guts to post it but okay) Written by Kashish _mysoul
I've been doing some stuff, i've been doing with flair They say this isn't right and this isn't fair I don't give a shit and i just don't care There's no one beside me, i'm on my own here It's now all like this people talking shit They can't stand down when their own med hit You can't see me cause of all the smoke there is Yeah, it's coming from my cig that i just lit All the time I hear people telling me That what just should be my destiny Life has it's own way of testing me Trynna break me down but i'm breaking free There's a sound in my head that is calling me Demons inside gripping onto me I fight with them, i don't try to flee And i am holding my own back for me