I am someone for somebody but for now I am nothing, was owning a daydream in which I use to live may it's for days or months but I use to breathe there with you silence and peace. Deep inside the heart there was a place which for now is crushed and broken. Now can feel my companion which is my emptiness, my forlornness. Tears of realization gliding down the cheeks and once again I believed that lies were disguised and covered up. And yes it do matters to me whether it's your presence and now your absence. I was knowing the lesson and now i revised it again, You were lucky enough to get the best part of me. Now i'll throw away the scattered pieces and set you free.
It's not your conversation which keeps me entertained, but rather its the way i feel from your words it always keep me sustained, the gleam of your eyes your cresent smile and the curl of your hair, These all little things make me stop and stare.
It's not your artist that drew me to you, Nor the sense of humour which grabbed me near you it's the touch of your hand which is cure to my pain. These all little things can't be called as vain.
I didn't come to know when i started feeling for you unless my words started portraying a soul describing the same as you, words kept gliding down the pages These wasn't a small part but a start to our new beginning.
Into my shoe,you were surprisingly with some similarities which i wasn't expecting but it's true like a beautiful dream, You are like a gem to my ring shining the brightest You are not just something but turning to my everything.
Hundreds of thoughts striking my mind, but don't want to do anything except sitting at corner having some essence of silence and peace hugging my mind. Feeling so hurt that i want someone by my side, Feeling so angry that i just want to control all it of mine. Sticking to memories which i wish i could have made but it was like the mist which i couldn't grab. I am trying to be weak but anger is dominating pain, I sit thinking nothing there my pain sticks again. I don't know what i am feeling but i know my life is on a break playing a game.
Turning those pages trying to find you among those verses which once i penned when the seeds of bond was about to bloom. Reading those lines my eyes becomes numb my heart ends up reading as the lines reflects all those good memories. It's been many months we haven't conversed, I searched you among the stars but you were not there, Tried to connect those network fields. where we used to get crazy with our lamest talks. No one can believe that we created our own language, i still want to talk in it but can't. Now I see your reflection in others but it's for few seconds and few angles, but no one is you. I don't know where are you here my heart still misses you.
I didn't care.
I did not look,
And I did not hear,
And I wished the unwanted knowledge
of what was lost would not trouble me.
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