I am tired,I am tired Being an eccedentesiast Being in an all time fine attire I crave for that natural smile Vanished long ago With the floating time, Yeah it hurts the ignorance! Insecurities!heart breaks! Do taunts me Every night When I carve for those company I cut my skin letting The gushing blood to reduce by pain But it failed, I am tired to fit in those perfect Shoes of life designed by you Cause those shoes are not Meant to be mine I am happy in these Imperfect torn shoes of mine..........,
Life is just like your favourite movie Their is different up and downs And just like a movie a break is necessary For an refreshment And relief So when life seems to be tormenting You feel like it has turned into an Old music album with no lyrics But just an music which is going on And inspite of ur dislike you are forced To keep on listening it Than pause there at that very moment Take a break, their is nothing wrong After the break the story might contain Some new plot and character The break won't be easy You may lose few people But the one's who would wait For you until the break ends would. Probably the one who really values you. Utilise the break to heal your wounds And refresh urself So that after the break when the movie Named ”life" when will again start You may be happy and re-entertain urself.
Bursted the bubble of dreams He drank a cup full of compromises His tongue burned through its bitterness A spoon full of bad words, fake concerns Future stress and job problems He take as a medicine daily Robotic life, working on gasoline Melting his soul under scorching sun He is that living soul which is dead A strong rock , brave, he is a MAN.
FIRST STAGE OF HIS LIFE: "He will be an engineer." "No, he will be a Doctor." "You both are dumb.. he will be a Soldier." Playing with toys. That three years old kid didn't even know that the biggest and most important decision of his life is already made. "Engineer, Doctor or Soldier." In some days , his toys got replaced with engineering tools, a medical kit and an army set. That little mind which still is in developing process. Far away from this world's game. Started to adjust with those strange toys. Well, time moves on.. he started to understand what he wants in his life. "A Writer." But his parents wishes were his first priority. Killing his dreams. He learned those subjects that he hated the most. At last, an engineer he became.
SECOND STAGE OF HIS LIFE: Find a job... First interview he gave much confidently.. but the word "NO" broke him down. His parents consoled him . Went to different places just a refusal he get. Slowly his parents started blaming him. "You didn't study hard." Even at a grade of A. "Your grade is not good. It should be A+". Words of his parents, refusals, people's stares.. First he cried, then got angry, stressed, tensed and slowly emotionless. Soon, he got a job. But he wasn't happy. It's like he is forced to do this all.
THIRD STAGE OF HIS LIFE: With dark blue eyes, luscious lips and dark black hair. Isn't she a beauty . He fell in love with her the day he saw her first time. After many tries, they became good friends. Well, friends for her not for him. The phenomena of attraction which every adult go through. Many promises, dreams . With much courage he talked to his mother . "Mom, actually about marriage.." "yeah .. I was about to tell you this .. you know your father's friend daughter Lena. Such an adorable girl . Best for you . Be ready next week . We are going there. " Again.. respected his parents. But what about his heart .. Heart that page of his novel(body) which he tore off.
FOURTH STAGE OF HIS LIFE: Working day and night for his children. Giving them his best. He lost himself. But he didn't repeat the history. "I think he will be .." "Shh.. don't say that ..he will be what he want to be". With a smile on his lips after getting defeated every time , this time he Conquer the World. Cz CHANGE IS MUCH NEEDED. _____________________________________________
Here, I tried to clear two points . 1) Men are also human. Much worthy of respect. They are the pillars of this world . Without them this world can never shine. 2) Please understand your children, their dreams. Make them comfortable. Talk to them. Be polite. Give them space. Be friends with them. No secrets must be kept locked. Listen .. it's the best medicine for MIND. ________________________________ THIS POST IS NOT TO OFFEND ANY SOUL HERE. PLEASE READ IT . ITS NOT FOR EVERY PARENT . JUST FOR SOME WHO UNINTENTIONALLY OR INTENTIONALLY DO THIS . MUCH RESPECT TO EVERYONE
WISHING YOU MANY MORE HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY MY DEAR AMTUL DII
Do you remember the day you Started tagging le in ur posts. Then I asked about you even without Thinking for a minute you sent me Your wtsapp number. And then it was Ramzan time I chatted with you And spoke about eachother. That's When I said call ma later. You thought Calling me but it was just to chat later. And from then you have always there For me. No matter how many people You met in Mirakee nd out. The first Preference you gave was to me. At times when I was hurt you consoled Me nd understood me in every single Way you can. Later there came a day When you sent me voice note And I fell deeply in love with your voice. I at times was angry on you for Neglecting to take care about urself. And all those videos you sent me Are really the beautiful memories We have made together. And even recently When I was broken you taught me How people are on earth nd to not shed Tears for anyone. And I really love for The way you are. To be honest your A way too beautiful which I can't say in Words. Finally I'm really lucky to have Met a sweet nd caring dii like you In my life. No matter what I'll always Stay by ur side. And don't forget me to invite For your shadi. Because I don't come to Greet me I'll come to eat the Delicious Biryani nd sweets prepared at ur wedding. Lol don't get angry dii I'll bring you a Very big gift and that is a 1Rs Kopiko Chocolate covered with thousands of Newspaper nd gift packed well. A Very Happy Birthday 19/09/20.
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A sister who's always There to stand by me A sister who's always There to care me even at night A sister who's always There to love me like a kid A sister who's always There to understand my stupidity A sister who's always There to teach me good things A sister who's always There to guide me in life A sister who's always There to mould me A sister who's always There to send me voice note A sister who's always To be with me forever nd ever.
When all you feel is just ache? When you are breathing, but just for its sake? When you are forced to smile, no matter how fake? When you spend nights figuring out your mistake?
//How does it feel?//
When you try to weep, but your tears are dry? When your entire life just seems like a lie? When the sky is bright, but you're too tired to fly? When you wish you were dead, but don't know why?
//Doesn't it hurt?//
When you look at the mirror, and all you feel is shame? When life seems like a long lost game? When you look back in time, and wish it were all same? When you close your eyes, and realise you're the only one to blame?
//Is it over?//
When you failed people who once called you strong? When you cannot go back to where you belong? When life seems like one long sad song? When the wait for death has been too long?
Smells like Rain Ain't complain Long hours in the bed, The smell of fresh grass Ohh God!!! It's definitely the season of LOVE❤❤❤.
Had butterflies in my stomach Coz our journey started Wid friendship And then abruptly We grew so close And it was the first time We both would meet One another. Awww!!! Godesss I felt something very strongly From within. Was it LOVE???
It poured rennes, Now we both we're Sharing an same umbrella It felt so cozy.
I was so lost , That I couldn't help myself Staring at him His smile was infections It had caught me Like the Flu.
The weather outside Was terrible cold I could feel the heebie-jeebies Upon my skin. The breath caught my lungs. I wanted some warmth But how??? We had no sort of warm clothes In which we both could cuddle up.
While I was thinking, How we could warm up ourselves, In the very moment, "He said", Do you need warmth, then wanna hug?? I replied, " Huhh??? But In mind I kept on saying What's better than another Human Who wants the same???
He knew I was so shy to hug him So he didn't ask me for the next time.
My bare arms were prickling With heebie-jeebies so much I felt so sick Eyes were turning into red, It showed a sign of fever I was not feeling well at all Now, I said him "Come on I need some warmth" He replied with a smile and said, "Huuh?? Repeat once again, " He said, I cried " Please hug me" I'll will feel better.
As I cried He kissed my fingers With such softness That it sent tingle of jimjams Upon my arm.
My eyes were filled with tears, Out of happiness. I thought "woah... How one can love someone so ❤❤much He said, with a soft voice " From next time I don't want to see tears in your eyes Deep down it hurts me bby Now I stopped sobbing, And now that foolish Started crying... I could see the pain in his eyes Just for me... I began saying "Aree stop crying".. I am fine. There's nothing much to be worried. Listening to this, He kissed me on the back of my neck Breathing quickened And Ben The jimjams rose on my skin. He asked me " How it feels ", I replied" It feels good "... Slowly then, His lips pressed over mine It gave a relaxing pleasure The world imploded When we kissed I said him I was just drifting The galaxies in your eyes.
We both couldn't Believe we had our first kiss Which was so beautiful❤❤ Oh Gdwesss!!! Now I feel shy Now I thought, Ohhh God Was I touched?? Was I being kissed??? Whatever it may, His coming close to me Was so passionate Full of heat.