We all miss one special person from our past. Memories bring back those days in shape of tears. I too miss my special childhood friend. Today's her birthday. I wish these words reach you wherever you're today. I miss you in every single breath of mine. I'm lost in You!
Lost in You
A drop of water down my cheeks Flows along untill it speaks About a shadow lingering back An ode to me her skin too black Creases on slopes of my sleep Solitude isn't in dreams so deep I slowly weep diminishing in dark Being awaken on blemished bark
Fallen down a feeble tree, a sad decree It makes to look me into eyes, sleepless skies Crying aloud lost names, lamely it blames My lonely heart's an hysterical mirage.
Rage released down my lips, oh no! Nowhere left a place to go, this s n o w Freezing on my frosting fists, careless flips On slippery slope my mommy hopes, I don't fall
Not she knows I search a bird, love she calls I find images from my past, I'm trapped therein Searching myself in soulful moments, I do win Finding myself hiding behind Dad, I enter into My childhood world a mystical fairytale.
A girl in my golden dreams, her smile gleams Summons my soul to shatter again, in some pain
I silently visit her childhood home, hand in hand we cutely roam Bedsheets still coloured pink, along small stains of ink
Her hands on books, my mind does hooks How she plays pleasingly all day, or do I say She made my day in a playful way, an heavenly sway a sweet dismay
I plead to have her smiles back, I always lack Maturity to forget my very first friend, even if she's now on opposite end Of this world in another state, for me are closed their gates Lost her contacts long ago, still I can't let her go!
No, I can't ever let her go, I can never let her go!
Wooden toys fascinated me, I was then truly free In my day full of dreams, sitting beside a moving stream I watched stones bouncing upon, waves of love now forlorn She giggles on opposite side, Sparkling eyes opened wide
Glaring at her shining face, Flawlessly floats her lovely grace A boy planting stumps on shore, Calls me play some cricket more The ball hits on my bat, flies to reach where she sat
Standing on other side, She threw the ball I smiled wide Her hair I miss how they flared As she threw ball in air A great dispair deeply woven, In fading memories her presence proven
How stars watched her reading, Stories to me when was I brooding At each dialogue her voice changed, With her words my anxiety drained We waived good-byes, When daylight dies I was left alone with paper and pen, It was such a beauty then
I poured my day on blank page, yet always found her on stage She's not here now with me, But she's still there smiling at me
Breathing on poetic pages, she's here for eternal ages She left me like a fragrant civet, turning me into sleepless poet.
Still her fragrance spread around An aroma everywhere I found, Even into grave's ground I wish listening her giggling sound. I wish to find her all around, be it heavens or the ground!
I never wished saying Adieu, I'm still lost in You.