Quotes and poetry by grief_into_words

Leaning my head on the darker side,
Painting the sheets with watery eyes.
The breeze howling his name in the silence,
Mistaking the coal for all the diamonds.
Rain drops on my pane reaching out to me,
Filling up my heart and emptying the sea.
And why does it seem like it’s gonna rain forever,
Drought on my mind, always having the same weather.
Picturing my running thoughts, embracing the lies,
Chasing all that matters and crushing those butterflies.
The screams in my head speak softly to me,
Letting me drown in it thus drying up the sea.
It’s all just In your head is what everyone say,
But we’ll, just keeping it in the head is not a child’s play.

grief_into_words 17w

The Never Ending Longing

Those brazen stares and barren eyes,
Those ice cold hands and clear lies.
Just Want to be seen and felt all along,
Not just caressed upon like a stray dog.
Just want to laugh like it’s been years,
Tired of piling up my sadness and tears.
Those shattering of heart and excruciating pain,
Just want to love all over like I’m all sane again.
Those foolish heart race and sinking of heart,
All my agony tearing it all apart.
Putting myself away, forgetting whom I’ve been,
Just want to be loved just want to be seen.

grief_into_words 21w

Just about anyone

Here I lie back, filling my cup of agony,
The demon beside me watching me fall again.
The falling snow flakes clustering in my balcony,
My inner self screaming but disguising the pain.
Wondering if I’ll ever take up that path all over,
The days passing as if there’s no end to this pain.
All my mixed up emotions finding luck in a four leaved clover,
Dried up tears and my inner self stealing my sane.
Looking through that glass in search of that gleam,

grief_into_words 21w

The Reality

Holding flowers that needed to be crushed
Following the path of the everyday crowd
Twinkling eyes and checks being flushed
Looking for someone in all the chaos and loud
But never it happens to seem at all like this
Because it’s all a game and let’s all drown
Either you fall or fly till the highest cliff
Turns out to be content or all the frowns
But life’s just like you make it till the end
Hold on, or maybe this isn’t yet the end..

grief_into_words 21w

It’s all in my head

Lost in my head at 3am
Stuck with my never ending thoughts
Time flying at it’s pace and I’ve left with nothing at all
Loosening my threads to hold on to myself
Embracing my faults to have it or not
The warmth losing my body making me cold
Letting it all happen to get a hold
Words unsaid and tears dried out
Pointless thoughts and days of drought
My screams staying shut and my eyes numb
Trembling hands wondering what I’ve become
The curtains dancing with the breeze
Shining stars, the moon hiding behind trees
The dusk bringing all the darkness around
Just wondering why couldn’t you be my dawn.

grief_into_words 21w

A Wanderer

A brazen land with no destination
I walk as if to reach the moon
Dragging my soul and holding my heart
It’s a long way, I’ve to make it there soon
Because time’s slipping and eyes blurring out
The stars walking with me to and the fields of draught
The chills that I feel all along making it all more worse
The wounds opening up over and over thinking of all my firsts
Letting go and holding back again because I just can’t leave
My inner self and my ego getting hurt all due to my belief
This didn’t have to be this way, me running through it all alone
But I guess I would’ve not been this way only if I’d known.

grief_into_words 21w

Numb

My hand grasping yours like it’s gonna melt
Looking eye to eye as if it’s all for revolt
Anguish in our hearts like it’s gonna burn it all
The trembling voice and tears falling as crystal
This is how it was from then to now
Following paths my heart would never allow
The raging winds and the dripping roof
Making it all so null and being so aloof
Passing days of gloom and blurry nights
Awaiting the times when it will be all bright
The flickering lamp and the distant door
Pulling me into the darkness even more