Sometimes the world carves us a new road, A road we may not immediately want or desire.Trust the world.Because sometimes, just sometimes, it knows more than we do.©hmstacy
Long the road we travel, when lost.Lost in ourselves, our ambitions and desires.Feet sore, soul exhausted. I guess we all sought to be found, I do atleast. But maybe I need to find myself, first.©hmstacy
Okay, I'm not.Survive, I'll just.Thrive, I cannot.Punished, I am.Sad, it is so.Pity, myself.Future, unsure.Forgive, I should.Forget, I won't. Move, forward.Look back, often.Grow, upwards.Repair, myself.Scars, I'll wear.Stand, tall.Move, on.©hmstacy
Today I wanted to die.Or maybe I just wanted to be someone else for a while.Someone who had it all.As I am left with nothing but this broken shell of what was once a strong woman. I am lost, but maybe I shouldn't be found.©hmstacy
Rock bottom. It's a funny old place.You don't really know you've arrived until suddenly the train stops moving, the light go out and the echoing sounds of your deepest fears resonate through the cabins on repeat.But here I am.Alone with my fears, all stood before me awaiting their opportunity to plague my thoughts.I take every fear in my stride, piling them below me.Steps if you may.In time I'll forget you rock bottom, but I'll always remember what it took to get me to you and what allowed me to leave.Thankyou.©hmstacy
You hate me,Cus' you ain't me.Try to break me.Try to fake me.Your behaviours forsake me, I dare you to escape me.©hmstacy
There is a sadness in you, it lies just out of reach.Just below the surface, like an itch that won't be scratched.I see your sadness, wrapped up tightly. Bundled around the shell of a great man.Time will heal you, teach you how to love again.Restore you to that great man I can see.This sadness won't define you, for your greatness triumphs sadness.
I'm going to help you, Be what you need.Not for myself, but for you.Because you don't know what you need yet,But together, were going to find out.Let me help you, Support youI'll stand by you loyally.Together, we'll build you back into the man you once were. The man you are.
Some doors close for a reason, Stop reopening them.
I often try to push you into the darker, less significant section of my mind.I often fail.©hmstacy