Mirakee
LOVING ME IS SOO DAMN TOXIC,
I may hurt people who love me
I may keep hurting them bit by bit,
To keep them away from this toxic sore.
And and it's alright if you hate me for this
Cuz darling I don't even think to hurt you ever...
I've built a wall around me so that nobody can love my flaws.
I've scars on my wrist on my back they are deep as dark night,
I hide them beautifully so that nobody can see those scars of mine,
And if you see those scars even you also start hating me.
I don't understand why you start falling for me,
For you there must be an angel who would love you more than you.
Soo don't love me, leave me alone
I belong to this loneliness
I'm not worthy for your love.......
*Why the hell you don't understand
"I'm not worthy for you
It's better for you to stay away from me"..
©Aashi
hylzarie
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हमे चाहते जरूरी थी
और वो ज़िद के फ़कीर हो गए
साथ चाहते थे जिनका
अब उनसे दूर रहने को मजबूर हो गए।।
©Aashi -
I fell for his lies
Only because
They were the most truthful flaws I ever embraced...
©Aashi -
hylzarie
10w
Read MoreI leave, before people could leave me because leaving hurts more than losing.
I can't love properly. So I've stopped trying because everytime I try, I fail and I end up hating myself even more.
I can't explain. So I've stopped explaining myself because every time I try, the things become more intricate than before and I spend many of my nights thinking about them.
I get attached too easily. So I've stop letting people to come closer because it hurts like hell when they leave without any reason.
I chose to be obscured. So that no one can understand me because everyone judges you no matter what you are going through they don't even care.
And darling if you are still thinking that you know me so lemme correct you,
"YOU DON'T...... "
You don't even know a bit about me.
LOVING ME IS SO DAMN TOXIC,
I may hurt people who loves me to keep them away from this toxic sore and and it's alright if you hate me for this...
I've built a wall around me so that nobody can love my flaws.
It's better for you to stay away from me...
©Aashi��
#stayaway
#toxic#loveAnd darling if you are still thinking that you know me so lemme correct you,
"YOU DON'T...... "
You don't even know a bit about me.
©aashi -
hylzarie
11w
खुले आसमां के चाँद सा वो
अंधेरी रात को रोशन करती दिये सी मैं
सबकी पसंदीदा किताब सा वो
एक अनसुनी कहानी सी मैं
रेगिस्तां मे पहली बारिश की बूँद सा वो
हाथों से फिसलते रेत सी मैं
दोस्तो की मेहफ़िल की जान वो
खुद मे उलझी पहेली सी मैं
सब मे घूल-मिल जाने वाला वो
बंद एक कमरे मे रहने वाली मैं
अपने अल्फ़ाज़ों को खुल के बयां करने वाला वो
अपनी कविताओं को डायरी मे छुपा के रखने वाली मैं
खुद को mr perfect समझने वाला वो
अपनी imperfection को चाहने वाली मैं
हाँ सबका चहिता वो
और उसकी दीवानी मैं।।।।
©Aashi -
And after one hour of argument
he hugged her soo tightly and
she got to know he is not overpossesive it's just he loves her soo much as he doesn't even want to share her with anyone
©Aashi -
We became strangers now but your verses are the string that ties us together
©Aashi... -
©aashi
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hylzarie
21w
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Something are just not meant to be together, just like that, Some stories are supposed to be left incomplete . So as ours,
but I had never thought that our story will end like this, neither I want our story to be in the book that no one reads. I only wished that our story to be made up of many
unexpected surprises adventurous road trips( I remember your love for travelling)and full of tragedy and love that brings tears to one's eye but those tears are of joy.
Unfortunately we can’t do anything. May be we are not meant for each other so destiny separate us but I don’t understand one thing why has destiny allowed us to meet if there’s no way for us to be together?
I looked at our old photographs together, and I remembered,
When we both walk hand in hand at night and suddenly when you put one of your hand on my shoulders in insecurities by seeing others to pretend I’m yours,
I remember that moment cuzz it was very difficult for me to hide that smile from you, which came automatically by seeing your cute wiggles, but but as you know am too good at hiding my feelings and you know what when you put your hand on my shoulders at that time I felt more safer.
I looked down at my hands , and I remembered,
How you had hold them in the late winter night , trying to keep them warm . I remember how your hands always felt warmer then mine and the way you used to confess your love for me with a smile.
When I saw our old conversations I remember
How I used to sleep between our those late night conversation and next day opens up my eyes with a good morning text from you. I remember that blushing face of mine after seeing your texts.
You remember when you used to say that “you are afraid of losing me” and with a smile in my face “I used to say that whoever is meant for you will never go away from you”. And and you know what is the reason behind that smile-“your unconditional love”. Your this much of love never allow to come the thought of separation in my mind, but see how destiny plays with both of us.
May be "We're parallel lines who sure can walk side by side but never meet ."
©Aashi♡
A long random rant :)
#fictional
@writersnetworkI remembered,
how you used to hold my hand in late winter night and,
how your hands always felt warmer then mine and the way you used to confess your love for me with a smile.
#ReadCaption
©Aashi♡ -
मेरे जज़्बात वो क्या समझता जो मेरे अलफ़ाज़ तक पढ़ नहीं पाया
मेरी रूह से वो क्या जुड़ता जो मेरी आँखों मे छुपे अश्क तक देख नहीं पाया।।।
©Aashi
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syaahiii
1w
Read More@love_whispererr You are the inspiration! I love you so much didi ❤
@writersnetwork Thankyou for the repost ��❤SNOW KISSED WINTERS
In the lap of the Jagged bluish
magestic mountains in the luscious
moonlight the slender pines are begging
snow to adore themselves , geranium
blue flowers hitting themselves enviously from the snow .
Impetuous and Misty full cascade is
Astonishing the sky and with it's burble
it is bouncing off the rocks powering them with the fusion of grey and blue slight saline fresh water .
Hazy spiritual horizon is chasing to
hold the tail of kaleidoscopic rainbow and
crimson backed sun birds are relishing the refreshing and pleasant weather.
The dynamic sun who is surreptitously
observing everything from behind the
Veil of playful and naughty clouds as the
seeker in the hide and seek is keen to wish morning to the divine nature
// and the solemn nature was overwhelmed after seeing a small paradise //
(Seraphic beloved of godly nature ||•saumya•)
©syaahiii -
syaahiii
3d
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I AM IN LOVE, I THOUGHT
I murmured that dark night
I remembered those stars bright
I am in love , I thought
Though , was sitting in moonlight.
I cried out for you
I sighed and was blue
I am in love, I thought
Though, was suffering "boo"
I scrambled to get over it
I ambled forlorn and quit
I am in love, I thought
Though, was not ready to admit
I enhanced my limits to love you more
I tranced in those memories in the drawer
I am in love, I thought
Though , was full of sorrow to my heart's core.
I tore all those adored letters
I wore all those remorseful fetters
I am in love, I thought
Though, was one of the moonsetters
I found myself alone that morning
I drowned in gloomy emotions &was sobbing
I am in love, I thought
Though, was bearing the movement scorching
I granted all the hues to paint my scars
I ranted miserably for many dead hours
I am in love, I thought
Though, was the only friend of stars
I lied myself and waited for you to come
I tried to hate you and sat numb
I am in love, I thought
Though, was totally broke and felt so dumb
I ate all those dainty rose petals
I dismissed all the sorrows & wanted to settle
I love you, I thought
Though, was sentimemtal & you were special .
Pic credit:- ©syaahiii
-Saumya ♡.
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Take me to the place where there is no one, just you me and our divine love. Where there are no worries of tomorrow and no pains of the past. Where time stands still and we redeem each other's sins. You adorn my braid with stars and around my neck put a garland of flowers. I see the moon through your eyes and kiss you in the dim moonlight. We forget all our previous fights and everything seems alright. You hold my hand and take the vows not to quit no matter how many bows our fate throws. You read me poems and I caress your hair. I sing you lullabies and you stroke my nape. You kiss my cheeks and I feel your cottony lips. You cover me wholly just like the solar eclipse. Together we sing songs of love and dance on Perfect by Ed Sheeran. The butterflies blush when we make love and the fireflies glow to adorn our cosmic souls. We arrest each other in our alluring charm and make our hearts beat fast. You pull me closer and make my heart rhyme. I embrace you tightly and make your eyes shine. At night I serve you comets for dine. You make me yours and I make you mine. Everything will be fine, just trust the divine time.
©blue_lemon_writes -
gelukzoeker
2d
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So ofc i know there’s no point in writing this,
but can I tell you something?
Well thats the point.
I thought I’ll never tell and you’ll never know,so here we go,
just dont hate me for this,
i loved you,i really did,
you were the first guy my heart ever loved,
the first guy i fell in love with
Well i really did like you, even if we were nothing,
to me you were everything well atleast that time.
You didnt even do anything to make my heart love you, cause it just did,
it happened and i know you dont know any of this and this might be so confusing.
But just know that even if it was for a matter of time,
you meant alot to me, and the thing,
well the only thing that hurted me
about you was that
when she said shit to me,
you never stood up and
maybe thats where and when i fell out of love cause i really wanted you to say something.
but maybe you dont get what you want,
Not always.
You will forever have a part of my heart.
You’re like a song I’ll forever have on replay,
always favourite.
I loved you, i love you and I’ll always love you even after everything,always.
You made me happy,
my heart happy and
I’ll never regret any of you, or our memories cause at one point
you were exactly what i wanted
and needed.
Even if we stop talking I’ll always be here,
im just a text away.
You know my stupid heart just doesnt know how to stop.
I really wanted me and you to be something but ofcourse
we were nothing but
just know that wherever you are be happy,
thats it, thats all that matters to to me,
you to be happy,
also i love the way you smile.
Thank you for everything,
for making me smile,
for making me laugh,
for every lil thing,
thankyou❤️
so thats it,
my lil secret that you deserved to know.
-Gelukzoeker
I wrote this on 14th January 2019,
One-sided love really hurts, doesn’t it?
Been 2 years and I never thought I’ll move on, but i did and
thats the best thing i could ever do
to myself, for myself.
❤️My
little
secret
that
you
deserve
to
know.
©gelukzoeker -
georgian_shivam
1d
Read Moreदेश के लिए वो अपनी खुशियों को ठुकराते हैं
तुम्हारी चैन की नींद के लिए वो रातभर जागते हैं
तुम सपने भी बड़ी गाड़ी और बड़े घर के देखते हो
वो सपने भी सिर्फ अपनों से मिलने के देखते हैं।।
यु तू माँ, पत्नी और बेटियां उन्के घर भी है
मगर देश उनके लिए सबसे पहले भी है
और निकलते हैं घर से ये कहकर," जल्द ही वापस आऊँगा"
वापस आऊं या ना आऊं, तिरंगा लेकर तो जरूर आऊँगा।।
दोस्ती और यारी करो, तो इनकी तरह निभाओ
अपने लिये तो सब करते है, कुछ देश के लिए करके दिखाओ
और बड़ो का आदर करना इन्हें अच्छे से आता है
बिना डरे जीना हो तो इनसे कुछ सीख जाओ।।
मरने का डर तो नहीं, बस परिवार की चिंता सताती है
बच्चों के साथ बिताये कुछ पलों की इन्हें याद बहुत आती है
साथ देता है खुदा भी इनका
मगर इन्हें मौत भी बिन बातये आती है।।
तुम्हें तुम्हारी रविवार की छुट्टी मुबारक
इन्हें देश की सुरक्षा ज्यादा प्यारी है
और ये दिल के बहुत पक्के है जनाब
इनकी वीर गाथाएं भी बड़ी न्यारी है
युहीं महफ़िल में जब किसीने सवाल किया
की मोहोब्बत करें तो किससे करें?
लोग ऐश्वर्या और आलिया को सोचते रह गए
एक सैनिक ने "भारत" का नाम लिख दिया।।
इतना कुछ करने के बाद मांगते तो कुछ भी नहीं
किसीकी करो ना करो, इनकी इज़्ज़त जरूर कर लेना
और कभी वक़्त मिले तो उन्हें भी याद कर लेना
वो देश के जवान है, थोड़ा प्यार उन्हें भी कर लेना।।
A SMALL TRIBUTE FROM MY SIDE!!
#pod #mirakee #nationfirst #army #armyday #loveforcountry #writersnetwork #mirakeewriteRead the caption!!
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©georgian_shivam -
gauravksingh
1d
Read MoreBut for whom they are doing this?
For corrupt minds, playing dirty politics
Or the ones under their securities
Raising questions on their salaries
Or for those who enjoying at home
And shouting for wars,
Does they even know what it means?
Evils who lost their morals and ethics
Aren't they worse than those jihadis?
Are they worth protection behind lines?
But yet hopes alive in the good
For which they protect and they would
Uniform is not the only way,
To show we are patriots.
We too can perform our duties,
And keep nation to achieve heights.
So let's not waste their precious lives,
Who promise to serve over thier life
Let's make the nation strong inside
Be the one on whom nation pride.
©gauravksingh
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On the occasion of 73 years of Indian Army.
15 January 1949 - Lt. General KM Cariappa took over as Commander-in-Chief of Indian Army.
A Tribute to ones who believe in Service before Self.
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#happyindianarmyday #pod #army #india #writersnetwork #mirakee @writersnetwork @mirakeeLeave their families and friends behind
Hold patriotism first in heart and mind
From plus fifties to minus twenties
Performing attention and stand-at-ease
Men with guns, dressed up in uniforms
Patrolling, operations, floods or storms
Next to death, choose to face enemies
Enjoy company of beyond blood families
To keep the flag high, they choose to die
They did their best, so mother don't cry
©gauravksingh
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atticoftheheart
62w
Read MoreIt’s only words they say
But words are all we have at the end of the day
To think a thought feel a feeling
To have you understand what one is meaning
It may not be much but it can cut
So deep within your gut
Warmth and desire
Of love and fire
Words are there to also inspire
It is only ink to paper
But does incite
Emotions enough to ignite
War and famine
Hate and lament
It may only be words
but words aren’t to be spurned
For it has the power to heal or burn.
@atticoftheheart
#atticoftheheart #lovestory #lovequotes #firstlove #lastlove #microtale #together #forever #memories #life #love #soulmateIt’s only words they say
But words are all we have at the end of the day
To think a thought
To feel a feeling
To have you understand what one is meaning.
©atticoftheheart -
atticoftheheart
154w
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Dear broken heart, why can't you fix me?
And dear broken heart, are you still with me?
And when I lay my head down and
Think of the things that I'll never do,
Dear broken heart, know I'm thinking of you.
Dear restless past, I remembered you
And the way you make things wrong.
Do you want my tears to fall?
So I'm standing all alone,
All by myself, cold to the bone.
Do you still want me there, just to take the fall?
Dear broken heart, will you want me after all?
Dear desperate soul, are you still searching for the one?
The one who made me what I am,
The one who broke this heart and made me who I am,
Ripped from his hands.
And dear broken heart, this letter is for you.
I hope you get it in time.
And please dear broken heart, promise me you won't cry, cry ,cry.
Please don't cry for me.Dear broken heart,
This letter is for you.
I hope you get it in time.
And please dear broken heart,
Promise me you won't cry,
Please don't cry.
©atticoftheheart -
atticoftheheart
156w
THERE IS A NAME HIDDEN
IN THE SHADOW OF MY SOUL
WHERE I READ IT NIGHT AND DAY
AND NO OTHER EYES SEE IT
©atticoftheheart
