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Part of me dead but I ain't half dead...alive more then I have in long time....my time I'm do me watch me shine brighter then sun....doin this for not just me but my son...being Dad one of the greatest feelings like Lil wayne said no ceilings success stacked higher then any building .... writing what I am feeling.... hope you feeling......
Swim or drowned no time to clown round ...like shell ejected from glock ....clock ..don't rewind got no options but to shine ...©illyphilly850
Growing old still learning to fly sorry took awhile I gave up lost hope..... let it out in flow....pulling myself outta the hole ...got no where to go but up..I am doing me staying true to me...even put down the hennessy ...life changes bestfriend s turn strangers when instead of being treated like a stranger should be the sure thing but I can't sing©illyphilly850
Finding peace on the inside finally.... shit drove me insane had me lame turned to drugs but no shame...... Pistols aimed at your brain make you change... lost control...... ...almost took L ...I can't fail and if I mess up there isn't a bail ..
Numb to the pain...loud my novakane say im insane....but it's all gravy baby no room be shady..just wanna fuck like crazy....make it hot like philly block ...apart running threw each other's in thoughts like 12 running threw block mindframe .....missing my glory days scared to clutch my died homies K no longer fell cursed going out that way smile on my face don't matter the pain......
Blind cuz I turned the eye...ride let all my problem s slide I am doing me ...grandchamp in my son's eyes is the prize c.r.e.a.m team it's the american dream went from a hustla to fein ...fell off lost love was cost... running threw my thoughts now I carry on won't stop till I hit the top ...last chance here we go this my life ...fuck the hype ... Goals in the sight..
Heart racing like I am back on block still outlaw till I drop ...18 dressed like a bum collecting them funds grave yard shift ducking and hiding in abandon whips from Jake had no choice but keep it trill now 39 staying out way chasing more then a meal words hoping you feel only time you can kill©illyphilly850
Finding peace inside finally shit drove me insane had me lame turned to drugs but no shame...... Pistols aimed at your brain make you change... lost control ... friends turn to foes......threw the struggle i learned to grow... Game is be sold not told just took rough road . ..world can be cold ...goals shine like gold©illyphilly850
Life full of ups and downs get left in water might drown..smile on my face let em hate..no time for fake keep it real or move out the way ...not living on mistakes....hate come in all shapes....©illyphilly850
All gas no breaks ...shakes but not baked lifes race I m running 180 blaze till my dogs free ..life threw some stumbling blocks and no choice to get up ..dusty myself off.lost alone but I found myself keep it real try me ....ride for mines watch me shine