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  • indomitable 37w

    The walls deep with loneliness
    anxiety composes the stagnant air
    how does one survive you ask
    I honestly don’t know
    everyday is a committed struggle
    it’s very easy to see
    how in any given moment
    the “commitment” no longer seems worth it

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 37w

    You’re wondering where I’ve been

    To the depths of my own abysmal prison
    I have descended to where I lose
    all sense of worth
    to the cold caverns where love can’t survive
    only fear can live here
    fear and my ever shriveling heart

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 37w

    You tell me that you love me
    need me
    that I am someone of importance
    my opinion holds weight for you but
    you’ve been lying to me
    this whole fucking time
    you are a sycophant
    through and through
    I’m over it
    being the play thing
    that you manipulate
    on whatever whim you deem worthy

    It’s time for you to get a new toy

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 43w

    Just like that you make me feel
    like the tiniest person in the room
    I'm beginning to understand that I've become obsolete to you
    I didn't know pain could overtake me so quickly until now
    I knew I was never "it" but you used to love me...
    maybe love is too much
    you used to at least care but now
    it has all changed

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 43w

    It was an accident
    I didn't mean to see how you had that boy labeled in your phone
    "Husband"...
    my brain shut down
    you're so deeply into him
    I can't even see the light of day
    I need to stop hoping for the moment
    I eclipse one of your many lovers and
    you finally see me as more than
    a simple friend

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 43w

    Every day I think of you and
    ruminate over how I am
    your biggest disappointment
    it seems to be the banner over me
    looming like a rain laden cloud

    how do you rid yourself of the "truth" that enslaves you?
    how do I rid me of you?

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 43w

    There once was goodness and warmth to us
    before the anger and bitterness
    before our bridge crumbled
    there once was a time
    where I could fall apart in your arms and never fear destruciton but
    now I walk in trepidation waiting for the explosion
    there once was a time we were serene harmony
    now we are the chaos of Armageddon

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 43w

    You want to kiss away my pain but you don’t take the time to listen to it
    you want to eradicate my weakness
    yet you don’t reinforce my strengths
    you say you love me and yet
    the more you get to know me the angrier you are towards me
    we seem to be juxtaposed
    you are fire
    I am water

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 46w

    Ugh
    I thought I was past this
    all these feelings I have for you
    I thought I shut these down months ago or has it been a year?
    Regardless now everything within me is a topsy-turvey torrent
    God.
    I just want to look at you as
    my best friend and not the person
    I’m head over heels for
    this fucking heart betrays me yet again

    ©indomitable

  • indomitable 46w

    Neither one of us really wanted it to happen
    the truth is you’ve replaced me
    I’m not sure what hurts worse
    that I’m no longer necessary or
    that it’s only taken 2 weeks
    What happened to us?
    I never wanted life to be livable without you

    ©indomitable