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initial_words 2w

Tera gya kuch ni mera raha kuch nii

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initial_words 3w

Sorry "deer" but i know all ur tips and tricks

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initial_words 4w

I still remember that night when you talked about stars..
The night when you finally showed me your scars..

©initial_words

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initial_words 4w

Everyday

6months..still everyday u come to my dreams n thoughts as if i'm in love with ya :|

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initial_words 4w

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prnvkhotshtye 20w

That's HER

There she sat,
Her hair perfectly lined with her shoulder
Her legs smooth as honey
Her face lit up with joy

But her eyes...
They were a whole different story.

©prnvkhotshtye

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prnvkhotshtye 17w

If they don't feel the pain at the thought of losing you then they don't care about your presence in their lives.

©prnvkhotshtye

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pen_and_paper 5w

Don't you too?!

Do you dream!
Where do you do it.
In the kitchen, or Hall.
Or the bed, just in your head,
Do you!

Where do you picture yourself!
After your 20's, in the next 10's.
Is it in a beer bar,
smiling at a stranger,
he got a story too,
just like you.
And just like that,
you make a best friend for the day.
You both know what to forget when you're sober.

Do you think,
You gonna be a stranger to everyone you met.
Just like to everyone you didn't.
But isn't this the magic.
Just like the venn diagram.
Universal minus the some subsets.
Maths everywhere you see.
It's above the feelings.

Do you picture yourself,
In a coffee shop or a book store.
Ah. They're lovely,
maybe I'll see you there,
with a beer in my hand.

You know I'll wait.
Cause it's where the magic lies.

©pen_and_paper

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pen_and_paper 10w

I'm gonna fight 'em all.
A seven nation army couldn't hold me back.

~The white strips.

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Of cigarettes and smokes.

I smoke whenever,
I've wished for something else.
But I love it more than anything.
It's like I can see,
order shaping into chaos,
makes me feel like God,
sitting in a mundane field with friends,
asking me questions,
which I don't reply,
I'm shy.
I don't deny.
But step into my head,
there's something which is alive,
not dead yet,
Like the ancient tombs of Egypt,
a hope to be reborn.
I see myself in the smokes,
people around are so shy,
in theirs mind,
I'm loud,
I shout,
It's whisper rather,
when it's out.

Can you find me in my words
or rather in my mind,
I wonder how I'd let myself be defined?!

©pen_and_paper

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amulyafreelancerr 8w

“I was 7, he was 15. Bhaiya used to take me for these long walks by the sea and we had this special scorched rock structure that we used as a pedestal, and we used to give these long speeches about winning an award. He knew his little sister was scared on one such bright day, we both knew our uncle was coming tonight. My mother had prepared his favorite paneer curry, and I was given clear instructions about being in the room unless called. None of us liked him, my brother hated him. He used to have this bad breath and always came too close to us, a little too close.

We heard the doorbell and I rushed back to my room. Bhaiya told me that everything's going to be okay and that he'll be gone by tomorrow. Bhaiya went out and greeted him with a smile while mumma took his bags and prepared tea for him. I heard ruffled laughs through the crack of my door and for some unknown reason, I felt a tear gushing over my tender cheek. I tucked myself in and closed the lights, even darkness was easier for the seven-year-old me than the thought of him calling me out.

Mumma woke me up shortly after I had fallen asleep, it was time for me to come out and have dinner. She told me it's going to be okay. Clinched fists, ruffled breaths, and a scared smile, I went out and greeted him. He asked me to sit on his lap and I did, he gave me those little kisses over my ear and I felt this uncomfortable rush of blood inside me. Bhaiya looked at me, I was looking back at him. We had dinner whilst listening to his war stories, about how brave he was. Sure, we all know what he was.

It was past my bedtime when that happened. The thing that makes me cry, not out of sadness alone but out of happiness. I scored really well in my assessments, and my uncle seemed happy about it. He held my hand and started patting my back, and all of a sudden I was in his arms, and he hugged me tightly. There's something you should know about my brother. He didn't like to be touched a lot by anyone, especially my uncle. He hated his presence and was disgusted by the thought of coming close to his existence. Bhaiya saw him hugging me and all of a sudden I heard his voice near me. He was close, and he asked my uncle to hug him too. "Am I not good enough? I want a hug too, please!", uncle glanced at him and chuckled. I felt a soft release on my wrists as he grabbed bhaiya's back. There I was, standing behind my mother's back, peeping at bhaiya. I saw him smiling as uncle hugged him tightly. I saw him smiling.

That day I realized that my brother will do anything for my safety and comfort and undoubtedly, nothing is purer than seeing someone give up their comfort and safety for the benefit of someone else. I guess that's what family is all about. I'm glad I have a brother like him, I really am. Next morning, I held his hand as we watched our uncle leave. We were relieved, and ready for the sea that missed us on that bright day!”

-Amulya
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Had a dream about something!
�� Kelly Sikemma

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Safe!

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divulgingenigma 10w

21.12.2020

Someday I would write an apology note to you which would be only for the person you are living right now,there would be flowers to heal you and some sweet fragrances to gift you good sleep.
I would say sorry for all the scratches I put forth to bleed a little more, I would love you a little more and in a bit selfish way.
I would burn all the letters I make you read today,I promise I will. I would ask your concern and comfort for the dawn won't be this dark and the dusk won't be a death again. Someday I would love your eyes for surviving without getting blind I would teach them to talk,once again. I promise I would paste a maple leaf at your doorstep to remind the autumns you never want to say goodbye.
I would take you to the woods but with no snow because they seap into me,they scare me together. I would make you calm by singing you war songs because I don't like the songs with fanatical longings which has weak moments.
Someday I would come to you just to ask how you are going to forgive me for trusting love over you,will you forgive me?... for the flowers I'll be keeping at your grave would be red,again !!

To : self

~divulgingenigma

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I promise I would paste a maple leaf
at your doorstep to remind the
autumns you never want to say goodbye.

©divulgingenigma

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_dangerous_divaa 9w

I found this picture on my Instagram feed last night. The post said that these two penguins meet every night at a place in Melbourne, watching lights for hours. The lighter penguin is an elderly female whose partner died this year. The darker one is a male who lost his partner two years ago.

So the following is an imaginary conversation between both the penguins. I have named the female penguin Ellie and the other one John. Their dead partners are Mike and Linda respectively.

Now enjoy reading the post♥️

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"You know, Mike used to love this place, this exact spot", said Ellie, barely holding back tears. John knew exactly how she was feeling at that moment, so he gently placed an arm around her back, comforting her while the cold sea breeze weighed down their hearts with forlorness.

Three months ago, Ellie lost her husband Mike in a tragic accident. He had gone fishing to fetch food for supper, but never returned. Witnesses claimed to have seen a giant sea lion attack him from behind. Poor Mike couldn't swim as fast as his younger self, and that monster engulfed him, leaving no trace except for the last ripples of Mike's jovial voice. What a jolly good fellow he was. Alas! All good things come to an end after all.

"Would you like to know what Linda's last words to me were?", asked John, staring at the rising tides, and listening to the sweet song of waves as they clattered against the shore, "I've never shared that last piece of memory with anyone else". To this, Ellie nodded with a deep sigh, suppressing that piercing ache inside.

John began to speak with his eyes closed, as if he were reliving that moment in his mind, "Lying there, on her deathbed, she seemed like an angel with an old, wrinkled face and sparkling eyes. Life was draining from her body, but not from her eyes, never from her eyes! Those were my whole world, two twinkling stars emitting the divine light. Even while going through that excruciating pain, she was smiling, my precious! She took my wobbly hands into hers and planted a soft kiss on the back of my flippers. I can still feel the warmth of her lips if I press that spot softly. Betwixt those smothery breaths, she managed to whisper that she would love me till the day the hell freezes over, and that she would watch me from the stars every night, and if there's even a hint of tears in my eyes, she would send a fragment of herself down from the sky, a glowing trail of her love, a shooting star, for me to cling onto something that carries her essence."

After a brief pause, he continued, "So every night I behold these stagnant stars, hoping for a tiny piece to fall off, so that I'll know that my Linda is up there, watching over me." Ellie stood there in silence, processing what she had just heard, and then looked up at the sky with her eyes fixated on a star flickering faintly, as if it were Mike, winking at her for having discovered the secret of all star-crossed lovers.

~Anukriti
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Pic credit: tobiasvisuals

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zia___ 10w

Meandering through lanes alone,
Found you and I was blown
Hearts with same desire,
To burn in lusty fire.

We gasped as we smooched,
As if none but the bodies ruled
It flickered the street lamp,
We were thirsty like bloody vapms.

You clenched my thighs so bad,
Pleasuring and pouring like mads.
You took me up and left me down
Perfectly matching rhythm of song.

As I tasted your rushing 'sweaty beads'
With smile you gave all heavenly feed.
Those flaws flew like moments,
As my neck felt gush of your breath.

We collapsed as we finished,
Equally sharing the night like treat.
Hitherto,we were here to gain,
We winked;left again like broken pain,like broken pain.

#erotic ?

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A Night Stand

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thewordplayer 10w

2020 has been a rough year for most of us out here. It has been one of my toughest years and it taught me a lot. I have lost people, who are never coming back. I have been mentally disturbed too, and I wanted to write about it but I didn't know how to put it. All thanks to @sangfroid_soul , for her post really showed me that writing about 2020 is not as much of a bad idea as I thought.

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Twenty things that I will carry forward from 2020 :

1) People might leave and you might not get a chance to bid the final goodbye. So make sure you are always in some sort of touch with people who matter, else you will spend next years of yours drenched in regret.
(I have lost three very close people this year, I wasn't in talking terms with two of them and now when I think about it, I cuss myself in every way possible. I cannot even close my eyes at times.) So always choose your words carefully, so that you don't regret them because you never which of it could be your last conversation with someone.

2) Time spent with family is precious. You are growing older and so are your parents and grand parents. Talk with them whenever you have time, else you will never know when there will be this huge difference in perspective between yours and theirs, which will only make life difficult in coming times for either side. And trust me, you will get to learn something out of every conversation.. for no matter what, they have seen more world than you.

3) What you read and what you watch plays an important part in shaping up the kind of person you are to become. Make sure you choose your read list and watchlist carefully. (Try avoiding salman khan movies)

4) Don't be judgemental. Let people do whatever they want to do, wear whatever they want to wear, eat whatever they want to eat. As long as it is not hurting anyone, let it be. No one is ever completely right, or wrong. Neither are you or them, nor are the ones who preach about right and wrong. Try being empathetic.

5) All of us have our own therapy that helps us calm ourselves down. For me it is painting. It could be writing or cooking or reading or may be anything else for you. Make sure you figure out yours, because it helps a lot. Art can do wonders, it can take your mind and soul to places that you cannot even imagine. Art works better than any medicine.

6) Trust is an important thing. Make sure you don't regret where and on whom you place your trust. People are cruel, sometimes as cruel as you, sometimes even more. Be wise.

7) People might hear a lot, but they listen what they want to listen to, they believe what they want to believe and they see what they want to see. So make sure you tell your story to the right people. For you never know how the wrong ones are going to carry forward the story.

8) We all create stories in our head. We all are the heroes of our stories, but just know that not every story needs a villain. Don't forcefully defame someone and make him the villain just to glorify the hero. Because people love glorifying stories and and they love to hate and criticise. They will hate him more than they will love you.

9) World is a beautiful place, and love makes it more beautiful. Try understanding what love really is. It is not just romantic, it has lots of dimensions to it. Seek for the right kind of love in the right places, life will get easier.

10) Self love is important. Before you try loving somebody, make sure you love yourself in the proper way.

11) There is no perfect time to fall for love. So if love finds its way into your life, embrace it. If it really is love, it is meant to heal you. Don't let it go, you will regret way more than you can imagine.

12) Don't argue with someone who thinks supporting the government makes him a patriot. Just say those three magical words and walk away.

13) Religion plays an important role in our world (specially in my country). Just know that you can love and respect your religion without defaming somebody else's. Don't fall for a political propaganda.

14) What is right is right and what is wrong is wrong. Learn to accept the fact that you can be on the wrong side of things as well, and it is totally alright and you can always apologise.

15) Social media is a beautiful hoax. Never prioritise it. When you are in a moment, live it.. don't waste it by taking pictures after pictures. A picture in your heart is worth a million in your phone's gallery.

16) Stay away from people who make you believe that you cannot be loved. Stay away from those who LOVE TALKING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. Not everyone deserves an explanation. Don't waste your words.

17) Mirakee is one amazing place. It has helped me, and surely to most of it's members in lots of ways. It has helped me get over lots of tough nights, it has helped me write in a way I never knew I could. It is a beautiful habit, but make sure it stays as a habit, try not making it an addiction.

18) After you get through your initial phase in mirakee, you slowly become a part of the family, and that is when the eminence steps in. Make sure you write for yourself, make sure you focus on what you want to write and not what people want to read. This place is like a home to you, and me and lots of others.. keep this place clean.

19) You will come across new people everyday. Just be wise and carefully choose the people who you decide to keep around you (not just in mirakee). Eight out of ten hands are for shaking, not for holding.

20) Covid-19 virus was a curse to the entire world. We all have lost people and time, and life hasn't been much kind in last eight-ten months. Make sure you never forget it or what it has taught you. So that ten years from now when you look back, you can thank 2020 for making you wise and showing you that even the darkest of nights end and life goes on, no matter who or what is left behind.

Take care

©thewordplayer

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