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• inkythinking 7w

  she loves me not
  
  she loves me
  her bright eyes
  she loves me not
  look at someone else
  she loves me
  her hand's warm
  she loves me not
  being help by someone else
  she loves me
  her time consists of me
  she loves me not
  now it doesnt
  she loves me
  no she doesn't
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 8w

  thankful
  
  its odd to think about
  much more so than to wish
  it didnt come to this
  that im most thankful for
  the pain that i feel
  because it means i have a lot to fight for
  and a lot to lose
  and i think thats lovely
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 9w

  they love me not
  
  they say the ones that we love
  never really leave us
  but is that always the case?
  or does it just apply to the dead?
  because i can guarantee
  that the ones that i love
  that left me
  dont spare a glance in passing
  when they look at me
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 10w

  I dont care.
  
  I don't care
  if it could have
  or if it should have
  or even if it would have
  it. didnt.
  and. it. wont.
  end of story.
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 11w

  toxicity
  
  sometimes
  people pretend youre a bad person
  so they dont feel guilty
  but why would they?
  for the way they treated you?
  for the way they ripped your heart out?
  for the way they were never there?
  for never giving you the reassurance you so desperately craved?
  maybe
  to them you're toxic
  and controlling
  and maybe you are
  but is that them being honest?
  or lashing out?
  toxicity is a dish best not served
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 13w

  it hurts
  
  it hurts today
  my heart, that is
  as little as it did,
  it hurts as if it never healed
  as if i wont recover
  as if the betrayal
  and the heartbreak
  happened only yesterday
  i feel ache-y
  and sluggish.
  is it because i didnt sleep well?
  or is everything finally registering?
  ive been numb
  for so terribly long
  believing that it was better to bottle
  than to feel
  oh how wrong i was
  i regret saying anything
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 14w

  swimming lessons
  
  this boat
  as safe as it may feel
  is not keeping me afloat
  or safe from this ordeal
  
  my mind is sinking
  from the pain and sorrow
  and my heart is wishing
  for a better tomorrow
  
  i wish there was a drought
  because its hard knowing i cant win
  when its hard to get out
  because you don't know how to swim
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 15w

  worthless
  
  worthless
  /ˈwərTHləs/
  adjective
  having no real value or use
  i dont know
  how to describe
  this feeling
  this terrible
  horrible
  no good
  very bad feeling
  at least im not alexander
  it sucks though
  not knowing what or who i am
  all i know
  is that this feeling?
  the feeling of having no worth?
  is like a knife,
  being repeatedly plunged into you
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 16w

  Amends
  
  i refuse
  to dim the fuse
  to blacken
  without lacking
  a match once strong
  and make it all wrong
  
  i refuse
  to follow the few
  to make amends
  and have to bend
  to fit ones will
  to hope things unspill
  
  lastly, i refuse
  to use
  another person
  to use coercion
  the way you did
  and a goodbye ill bid
  
  ©inkythinking

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• inkythinking 17w

  i get it now.
  
  i think i finally get it
  unfortunately
  although i wish i didnt
  i wish i lived in oblivion
  the not knowing
  but instead
  i live in despair
  i will never
  ever
  be as important as her
  i will always be an afterthought
  a second choice
  an alternate ending
  one without hope
  and love
  in acceptance
  of a once great prayer
  now turned to dust
  ©inkythinking

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