This is the deepest part of me in which I have never shared with you guys until now. Drug addiction is a real problem among our society today and yes, I am a drug addict myself and have been for 10 or 12 years now. I've been to countless rehabilitation programs to no avail. Please, please listen to these words that I type to you now. This is no way to live, this is no life for anyone. Stay in school, follow the rules and obey the law and please stay away from drugs. The world has enough people like me. Choose to be happy and don't get stuck in your own despair and let it suck you down because if you let it hold you it will never let you go. I'am a livng example of how that is true. Always love and always be grateful for what little you do have because it can always be worse, In some shape or form anything can always be worse. I send my love to you all. Thank you.