introverted

I am not from this place, I originate from the stars and I was cursed to fall here and die alone

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  • introverted 4w

    This is the deepest part of me in which I have never shared with you guys until now. Drug addiction is a real problem among our society today and yes, I am a drug addict myself and have been for 10 or 12 years now. I've been to countless rehabilitation programs to no avail. Please, please listen to these words that I type to you now. This is no way to live, this is no life for anyone. Stay in school, follow the rules and obey the law and please stay away from drugs. The world has enough people like me. Choose to be happy and don't get stuck in your own despair and let it suck you down because if you let it hold you it will never let you go. I'am a livng example of how that is true. Always love and always be grateful for what little you do have because it can always be worse, In some shape or form anything can always be worse. I send my love to you all. Thank you.

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    The Balled Of A Drug Addict

    My mind has turned to mud
    Fog has rolled over my eyes
    My love has long been flooded
    By all these drugs that I despise
    Living a lie disguised behind a face
    In which I no long recognize

    I've severed ties and selfishly
    Terrorized the ones who only
    Tried to help me recognize
    That I was never really alone
    Even still slowly I kept
    Sinking deeper into my shadow
    Before long my house didn't feel like home
    My thoughts no longer felt like my own
    And as I've watched these years drift and flow
    This hated Illness called addiction still
    Won't let go
    ©Introverted

  • introverted 4w

    I'm not sure
    Why I'm still here
    I laugh and cry
    Then quickly cup my ears

    Alone
    Alone
    Alone
    Another stone is thrown
    Alone
    Alone
    Alone
    Another seed is sown

    My light has died
    I tried to confide
    All of my secrets
    That I hide inside
    My broken mind
    But still I lie
    ©Introverted

  • introverted 4w

    I miss myself even more than
    My once peaceful dreams
    Back when I never ran from
    The things I couldn't understand

    But when I sing
    Everything seems to be okay
    All though I know
    Nothing was ever really right anyways
    ©Introverted

  • introverted 6w

    Pin heart sleeve

    I believe one day
    We will die together
    All though you
    Obviously could do better

    You still stay glued
    Like the tender heart
    That I wear on
    The sleeve of
    This old sweater

    I couldn't dream
    Of a life
    Where you weren't
    By my side
    And I swear
    That I will always
    Be here for you
    Even when the lights go out
    I will still be
    right by your side
    As we lay six feet underground

    I believe one day
    We will fade away together
    All though you
    Obviously could do better

    You stay glued
    Like the tender heart
    That I wear
    On the sleeve of
    This old sweater
    ©Introverted

  • introverted 6w

    I see right through your eyes
    Such a pretty face but miserable disguise
    I burn like a candle my flame
    Is your lies
    It's just like a nightmare
    Please just let me fly
    It's just another night where
    You were the cause of my demise

    And I'am just a ghost
    I'am forever stuck here
    Floating in your eyes
    I'am stuck here I'am stuck here

    Beautiful as you may seem
    You're still hideous to me
    How could you do this?
    You swore you'd never leave
    Now I'm stuck in between our dreams
    But it's another nightmare
    It's just another night where
    You sit and laugh as I bleed

  • introverted 6w

    Tomorrow brings a grave

    Oh what must I do to be saved?
    Slowly my time keeps falling away
    Like the lone black sheep
    I've gone ashtray
    I must farewell to today
    Tomorrow has come to take me
    To my grave

    It's a long way down
    This hole dose not end
    It's a long way down
    Until my soul is born again
    It's a long way down
    It's a long way..
    Down

    Oh what must I do to break these chains?
    Held within this jail of mine
    Serving my time
    When tomorrow comes
    My grave will be dug
    I must farewell to today
    As I close my eyes
    I fall away

    It's a long way down
    This hole dose not end
    It's a long way down
    Until my soul is born again
    It's a long way down
    It's a long way..
    Down
    ©Introverted

  • introverted 7w

    A second version to the poem I posted earlier. Idk which one will make it as the final draft

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    The Fog

    Isolated and forced to sit
    Behind the clouds of wasted days
    Watching from afar I've seen
    You satirize and mock your own fate
    I tried to save you once before but
    I know I was just to fucking late
    Yet in the end we both made the
    Same damn mistake

    He without a heart will never falter or fall apart
    He without a tongue can never alter
    Their eyes have been forever forced
    To tell no lies
    But both still drown in the high waters
    Because of tasted fruit
    Because they have tasted truth
    They have tasted truth

    Desolate here I'm bound to the bars
    Of my own cage
    Watching from afar I've watched you become
    Consumed with second handed hate
    Yet you still satirize, laugh, and mock at
    Your own fate
    I won't reach out again so save yourself
    But I fear it's just to late

    He without a heart will never falter or fall apart
    He without a tongue can never alter
    Their eyes have been forever forced
    To tell no lies
    But both still drown in the high waters
    Because of tasted fruit
    Because they have tasted truth
    They have tasted truth

    ©Introverted

  • introverted 9w

    I'm hiding in your shade
    Eye sight is starting to fade
    I've ran out of time to cry
    I'm here and I'm ready to die
    ©Introvrted

  • introverted 9w

    Two to one

    Hey there little pocket man
    Hiding in my shoe
    Have you solved the puzzle?
    Did you find all of the clues?
    In my head are numbers
    Forever playing in a loop

    ooooh they goooo
    Yeah they goooo

    Hi there little pocket man
    Did you lose your way?
    Fell out of my pocket
    My shoe has become your grave
    But I am doing fine
    In my head are numbers
    Repeating all the time

    ooooh they gooo
    Yeah they goooo

    121212
    12122
    121212
    12122
    ©introverted

  • introverted 11w

    Blood Ties