I step on the wire, I believe in pain, deposit polaroids of love in Amsterdam where my night visions evolve from zero and reflect upon the smokin' mirrors that cry battles of history engraved upon thunder and friction, for the dragons of my mind imagine demons, ink monsters and create warriors.
So ofc i know there’s no point in writing this, but can I tell you something? Well thats the point. I thought I’ll never tell and you’ll never know,so here we go, just dont hate me for this, i loved you,i really did, you were the first guy my heart ever loved, the first guy i fell in love with Well i really did like you, even if we were nothing, to me you were everything well atleast that time. You didnt even do anything to make my heart love you, cause it just did, it happened and i know you dont know any of this and this might be so confusing.
But just know that even if it was for a matter of time, you meant alot to me, and the thing, well the only thing that hurted me about you was that when she said shit to me, you never stood up and maybe thats where and when i fell out of love cause i really wanted you to say something.
but maybe you dont get what you want, Not always.
You will forever have a part of my heart. You’re like a song I’ll forever have on replay, always favourite.
I loved you, i love you and I’ll always love you even after everything,always. You made me happy, my heart happy and I’ll never regret any of you, or our memories cause at one point you were exactly what i wanted and needed. Even if we stop talking I’ll always be here, im just a text away. You know my stupid heart just doesnt know how to stop. I really wanted me and you to be something but ofcourse we were nothing but just know that wherever you are be happy, thats it, thats all that matters to to me, you to be happy, also i love the way you smile.
Thank you for everything, for making me smile, for making me laugh, for every lil thing, thankyou❤️ so thats it, my lil secret that you deserved to know. -Gelukzoeker
I wrote this on 14th January 2019, One-sided love really hurts, doesn’t it? Been 2 years and I never thought I’ll move on, but i did and thats the best thing i could ever do to myself, for myself. ❤️