Mirakee
Black and blue
Everyone has an existence
But not everyone, a presence
I know you remember but you don't know why
Everyone can be hurt
But not everyone can feel pain
Beaten to a pulp then beaten back into shape
Everyone can feel good
But not happy.
Stolen memories and forgotten sentiments
They remind me of a lot
Death, injuries, decay
Black eyes and blue veins
Dark days and bright nights
Lonely days and spiritless weeks
Gave birth to my two favourite colors
Beautiful black and sad blue
haffy
itshaffy
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itshaffy
5d
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itshaffy
5d
I'm always fine
Last time
I wanted to yell
I wanted to tell
I wanted to cry
But all I did was whisper
That I'm fine
When we text
I feel like i can say anything
At least i can delete them from existence
But you never ask
Because you didn't wanna pry
You don't want to intrude
I don't want to be foward
You certainly have your own problems
So I won't add mine if you don't ask me to
And especially because i don't want to feel ignored
Or make you feel bored.
I'm certainly not Helen of troy
Who'd make you wage wars for me
Keep me close
I just want you to be there
But i won't ask
And you can't read minds
So what do i do?
I'll just sit quietly with you
Talking to my inner self
Raving and ranting
About how useless
And hopeless
And pained
And waned
I am
Hoping you'll ask
Although you don't
Because i just told you
I'm always fine.
Haffy -
itshaffy
3w
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Anytime i talk to myself i always feel like I'm talking to someone i wish all my listeners will be like... kinda selfish hehe
I know you
But then again i don't
We talk every fortnight
But then I've never seen you
Awfully familiar
But then still a stranger
Can't really decribe your features
But for you i can't mistake another
Awfully flawed
But still perfect
Voice so smooth
Its like auditory silk
Skin so clear
It can make a mosquito slip
Your whole being blends with the night sky
You listen to every word i say
And are always attentive
You rarely talk back
Even when you're pissed too.
Your not really hard to find
The perfect man in my mind
Haffy -
itshaffy
4w
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They've been getting longer and longer... oh well.
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Sometimes
I just want to sit in my corner
Where the cold makes me warmer
And let my mind become demon fodder
Sometimes
I want to chop myself in batches
Put each one in different coaches
But leave my sanity with the rats and roaches
Sometimes
I want to be in sight
Trying with all my might
To help others put up a fight
And make their heavy, light
Sometimes
Its pathetic
My attempts to fix
Trying to lead the chicks
Even though the fog is thick
But later
I'll get out my whip
And go back to my corner
With my back bare
Allowing my courage
Feed the blind rage
At myself
And put my sanity on the shelf
Because i understand
How it feels to fall
So so low
I'll help you stand
And scale the wall
So you can be the star of your show
Haffy -
itshaffy
4w
It's ok to cry
No matter
How strong
How meek
How powerful
Or weak
No matter
How little it seems
How icy it gets
How trivial it may look
How long it took
How many times you fret
Or how serious it is
No matter
How big you are
Or how much of a small fry
Its alright to cry
It might not solve it
It will not bring them back
But its fine to try
Haffy -
itshaffy
4w
I see track lines
No Speed bumps
Going 300
Hearing engines roar
Hit the gas
Almost there
Just a bit more speed
One more swig
And no more tears -
itshaffy
5w
For now
Hey you there with my heart in your hand
I know you've left me with no choice
And you've taken the controller of my emotions from me
And I'm just numb and without a voice
I'd just like to ask you this one thing
And I hope it'd be granted
Because after a long time of being quiet i think i deserved
To get what i wanted...
Ummm what was i going to ask again?
Oh my I forget
Oh yeah. Stop squeezing too hard
I need a break from the pain
Don't worry I'll go back but not yet -
itshaffy
5w
Sure
Most of the things i say are impulsive
I try not to think it through
That's because I'm quite indecisive
And it can be annoying too
But enough of the things that come from my head
Let's not get all serious
They say our life has been planned out ahead
Donno by who, but ain't it mysterious
I just got one thing to say to you boo
There had better be something worthwhile at the end of this kraken gut
Because after all the things I had to go through
After all the love I gained and lost
When we get to the end
I better not be getting any buts
Cuz I'd much rather take my past with them
no matter how obscure
Than some future of which I'm not even sure
Haffy -
itshaffy
6w
Forget the old conversations
Just to make new ones
Recycle our memories
So the magic has new undertones
It might look like a circle
Going round and round
At least I'm not moaning myrtle
Who has to always hope anyone who comes around
Came for her
Even if it does make us look like
Strangers right after being
Best friends
Haffy -
itshaffy
6w
How many ft?
I'm 5ft tall
Its not much though
I still get lost in crowds
I still blend in with the kids
And can't see from the back at all
People say I'm not qualified to be tall
That I'm deep
I hop to see over the counter
At your sister's stall
It was kinda embarrassing
That I'll be a measly 5ft
Though I'm kinda round
While my best friend
Is 6ft
But not above ground
So everytime i feel like
I'm floating
Getting taller and taller
In this tireless mime
It makes me wonder
If you grew a lil bit
Or if you're still
6 feet deep
Like last time
Haffy
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dresam
4w
mY timE
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I'm tired of my time
my time,
Where depression is tagged "attention seeking"
and suicide, "the last resort of a weakling".
my time,
Where it's sin to find something funny
and not giving comments labels you an apologetic, honey.
my time,
Where you expect payment for the love you give
but you can't afford the love you're given.
my time,
Where we push our living to the future
even when we see a lot of people, everyday, lose their futures.
I'm tired of my time.
can't you just live. and love. Real hard
Because it hits hard when someone leaves. Real hard
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tobecontinued
14w
I know, a hug would make you feel better
Even if I want to give it to you
Something is holding me back
Please know that I'm trying
To break outta my shell
Exploring the unknowns
I'm trying to figure it out
What's that stopping me
But will you still wait
While I'm trying
To express what I feel
Or will you run away
Before you know
Who you are? To me
I don't kn ow how to express
When you opened up my heart
I felt things that I never felt before
But one thing I know
With you, I am "ME".
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