Thak jaata hoon..Khud ko samete rakh nahi paata..Bikhar jaata hoon.Khaof ke kaale baadal cha jaate hain..Toh khud mein hi simat jaata hoon.Ladkhadata hoon..Gir bhi jaata hoon..Kabhi rota toh kabhi hasta hoon..Aur uth jaata hoon.Raaton ko neend nahi aati..Jaagta hoon..Kabhi so bhi jaata hoon.Akela mehsoos hota hai..Sabhi se baat karne chalaa aata hoon..Aksar khud hi mein masroof ho jata hoon.Likhna chahta toh hoon..Phir bhi likh nahi paata hoon..Lafzon ki her-pench mein atak jaata hoon..Mai thak jaata hoon.©begumhumera
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Inteyhayi khaofnak lagte the jo andhereAaj beyinteha chain o sukoon diya karte hainGhut ghut ke zindagi kuch aise jiya karte hain keBahaaron ki chaah mein sub o shaam roliya karte hainDekhte hain jab parindon ko aazaad urdteKhidkiyan jalan ke maare band karliya karte hainMaosam e sarmah se filhal dill laga liya haiGarmahat se har qism ki moo mord liya karte hainBaat karni aati toh hai parAksar chup hokar doosron ko sun liya karte hainKhud pe naaz nahi kar paate jaane kiunUnki khoobiyan khoob bayaan kiya karte hainYun toh mashware bohot dete hain sabko behtareenAh! apni pechidgiyoun me phasey reh liya karte hainSuljhe hue se lagne waleKashmakash me har dam jiya karte hainKaifiyat hi ajeeb hai aaj kal hamariNaa jaane kaise muskura liya karte hain©begumhumera
Waqayee, ajeeb hai tu, Aye waqt!Ik pal ko apnaDusre mein paraayaKabhi zaqmon ka marhamKabhi ghamon ka saayaYun toh saare hi mezbaan terePar tu mehmaan sabhi ka nahiQadr.daan tujhe kam hi nazar aate hongeIsiliye shayad theherna kahin pasand nahi tujhkoKisi aur ki mujhko kyaTujhse apne haal ka sawaali maiAye waqt, mujhe ye toh bataaIs naadaan se kya aisi qataa huiKonsa namaaloom gunah huaJo tu meri gali aata toh haiPar sard hawaa ki mannidTune mujhse ye kaisi bair rakhi haiMaano jaise koi purana dushman hoEk pal ko rukja meri jaanibMujhse bhi toh rehem dili ka muamla karKi main kabse hoon teri acchayi ka ummeedvaar.©begumhumera
They don't knowThat the person they laugh withWails all nightHis pillow never driesHe howls in painWalls of his room are going deafHe keeps rantingThrowing questions everywhereHe wants answers, alot of answersNobody can solve it..The puzzle he is crying for has incomplete piecesSome of them brokenHe broke them ofcourse, out of hopelessnessHe can't live with itHe can't dieHe is stuck in a netThe more he tries to untangle itThe tighter it getsGiving him asphyxia.It won't kill itThe beast feeds upon his painIt loves his screechingsHis suffering is his solace©begumhumera
Ajnabi hojaBadalte waqt sang badalne waleTu ajnabi hojaAb tujhe farq kahan padta haiMeri ehmiyat bhi toh mehsoos nahi hotiDoosron se dillagi mein masroof, Aye dostTu ajnabi hoja!Tu bhool gaya ham kya hainTu bhool gaya ham kya theKya hogaya hai tujhko?Ye khud-pasandi, ye faqr ka marzIn sab ki wajah kaun hai?Paththar dili, be ruqi ki wajah kya hai?Aye bhool jaane waleTu ajnabi hoja!Mai aaj bhi naadaan yaadon mein gum ho jata hoonBeete pal mein kho kar muskurata hoonMujhe teri doori sataati haiGuzre daor se peecha chudane waleTu ajnabi hoja!Tu beparwah haiTu behti hawaTujhe ghar ki kya ehmiyatTere qayemeh toh har simtAye hijrat pasand parindeTu ajnabi hoja!Meri baat par ghaor karYaad rakh!Behti hawa ke shaoqeenToofanon me kho jayengeYe na tik payenge jab aan padegi zarooratHaye afsoos!Tujhe ehsaas ye ab na hogaPar tab tak shayad mera saath na hogaDua hai meriTujhe yaad na aaun mai kabhiMere dost,Teri dosti ab dosti hi nahi lagti..Tu Ajnabi hoja!©itshumera
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Masked like a gentlemanA fuckboy roamsPerfumed personaStinky soulHaunts for prey like hyenas oh no!Every nasty evil trickHe will sugar coatA fairyland he will take you toMake you the majesty of his throneFlowers, chocolates, and so called datesYou go with admiration, he is only desperateIn the name of love, the worst happens.Like a used tissue you are abandonedCuts connection, he leaves your texts on seenIn search of another, he leaves.Cheated on, asphyxiatedMy girl you were an Idiot.For believing in him was your fault.It was you who agreed for the assault.He is just fine, partying, enjoying.Worst is your time, please keep crying!©itshumera
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A soul waiting for the season of innocence
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I barely live these days
I wish I could tell you how I feel.I wish I could say everything I want to say.I wish you could see me for what I am.Stripped of all color and grace and sanity.I wish I could take you with me into the great abyss.The abyss from which everything is born.LoveHateSorrowJoy.I wish it weren't so complicated... The journey to the middle of our hearts.Never did I think that remembering the good times would bring such pain.I wish the times were different.I wish the circumstances were different.I wish I was different.How did I come to this?I wish I knew..Reality really does suck.It's never what we want..I wish I could make it better.I wish I could make it the same.I wish I could turn the time around and re-play the whole game.
The morning arrives with its cold breeze and noise of life.An I sit in my corner trying to run from whatever is now bright.I would rather have the dark of the night.When everything is settled down.When everything is quiet.My body shivers in this cold, unforgiving morning.Everything has come to life but not me.I die when the morning comes.I die as the voices of cheer and love...Pass through me, never to stay.Little hope that I had of belonging.Seems to fade away one by one with every new morning.The repetition of monotony causes such pain.But the pain never left.It's just more visible now.©lonewalker
I wish I could take you away for a while, somewhere just like you liked it, wet green lush with a cool narrow stream rolling down.
Where you won't lock yourself up in a cage, birds will call out your name.
Where your skies will forever be colourful, where you will wish to be happy.
It is sad that, I can't be a part of your symphony, that I won't be in that picture where you'll be sitting by the edge watching the stars, but even more than loving you, it's the joy of departing you to a place where you'll always be happy.
-always and forever
I believe there's a red thread, running from the tip of my pinky , wrapping my heart to yours, to the base of your thumb.
I believe, it will go lengths, to any lengths to keep us together, on days you're gloomy and I'm away? At night it will guide us back home.
How will I reach you in crowds ? Will you realize that pull? That I need you here? That I'm homesick?
But you have cut your end, and it is looming, I'm watching out for you, in knots all over, hoping that you will come back and hold on to the other end every night.
I dream I am swimming in a lake at night.Everything is dark.The sky is dark and so is the lake.I can't see my own hand right in front of my face.But I do see a light.I don't know what is the source of this light.But I can put a face on it.And I want to love the face.I want to swim towards the light.I want to kiss that face again.But something in the lake is pulling me back.It's like I am anchored in the same spot for ages.Even though I can swim around in the lake.I will never be able to swim ashore.I will never reach the light. I don't know why I am tied.I don't know why the lake is so dark. I don't know why i am so scared....
Silent...The world around me.Chaos....The world inside me.I just want to share thisEuphoric moment of calmWith someone.Wonder why....The solitude always used to comfort me.Or perhaps I needed it to.But I do feel calm.Happy...Silent...Nostalgic about plastic memories...Memories that could have been... But never were.I am not sleeping,Yet I don't want to wake up fromThis weird slumber of peace.©lonewalker
Late night thoughts.
I do not sleep
My inhibitions lowered.The silence started to eat me alive.I could hear the overwhelming stillnessOf the profound quite.In this moment of chaotic peace, I turn around in my bed restlessly, With constant thoughts beckoning at me. Thoughts of words, Thoughts of names,Thoughts of bonds, Thoughts of self hate, Arising from the deepest secret feelings. Feelings that betray me. Feelings that leave me astray. I do not sleep. No, I close my eyes but I do not sleep. I dream but I do not sleep. I wake up even but not from sleep. It's both a blessing and a curse, This bittersweet existence of Self destruction and rebirth.©lonewalker
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Death terrifies me, Sometimes mesmerises me.©shweta
Not sure if the music is deafening or the noise inside my head.
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