One last time I felt like doing it again, Just one last time I felt like releasing the pain. My skin was begging me Trauma sticking like gum I couldn't find anything else Anything that could make me numb. From counters of cigarettes To stack of pills, From drinks to sudden chills. I'm choking on my own breath My overpowering wrath. Even in those bright daylights The sun couldn't light up My deepest darkest corners. I felt intoxicated I felt this toxic should leave me, For one last time Can people forgive me? I broke promises Burned bridges I closed doors My heart freezes. I spent nights drowning In my own emotions They begged me To set them free. Just for once One last time It won't hurt It will help to heal And it won't leave a scar Even if it does Nobody will ever see.