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  • jcecchetelli 2d

    Every night my dreams bring me back
    But really forward
    A new life
    A new world
    But yet the same
    Blue eyes
    A beautiful life
    And a moving train to keep pushing us forward

  • jcecchetelli 1w

    I feel the nights start to cave in on me again. Laying my head down in bed and the thoughts start to race through my mind. The days start blending together and simple tasks start becoming exhausting. The shower floor becomes a friend when I’m just too tired to stand. The light starts to get darker by the day and the days grow shorter. But the difference now is I won’t let the nights take me. The days will be tracked on a calendar to make sure they don’t blend together. The shower floor is temporary and I’ll make sure to stand up at the end. This time my light won’t dim and if it does, I’ll make sure my night light is on and there are extra batteries nearby. The darkness doesn’t get to drown me. It can surround me but I’m choosing to stay on the surface and that is what will keep me afloat.

  • jcecchetelli 1w

    My nights have been loud
    Screaming at me through a megaphone
    Until all I can pay attention to are my thoughts
    Loud enough to hear everything I try to push away
    Everyday, all day
    My dreams have never been more clear
    Shattered glass to a full length mirror
    My reflection looking through broken pieces
    But it’s not my eyes that my gaze reaches

  • jcecchetelli 1w

    I know that there is more to this Earth
    Because of the feeling of familiarity
    I felt when I first met you
    How comforted I became when you first touched my skin
    The screaming of finally when we met for the first time
    The sparks our bodies sing when they become one
    I know there is more because I feel you even when you’re no where near
    I know you even when I think I don’t
    And this unconditional familiar love
    Is something that earth and humanity
    Could never conjure up
    This is a love from many lifetimes
    A bond tied together at the soul
    Here to help grow
    Here to heal
    But built on throughout
    Many lives that this planet may not ever
    Get a chance to understand
    I know there is more because I know we are more
    How beautiful is the feeling of finally
    And how safe is feeling together
    Even when so far away

  • jcecchetelli 1w

    I spent a long time pretending
    That I don’t care
    Pushing away the good
    Hiding in the depths of my mind
    That sometimes works against me
    Instead of for me
    Because everything I cared about
    Seemed to slowly find a way
    To fall apart and fall away
    So instead of throwing myself
    into the beauty of everything
    I chose to hide away
    And explore all of the darkness of the world
    While running away from the light
    I choose light now
    I choose to see that caring
    Doesn’t always come with pain
    That all of the good in my life
    Stayed with me
    I’ve decided to swim through my hectic mind
    And understand myself deep underneath
    Instead of ignore the fuel
    That ignites the fire I set to myself
    It’s time to understand the darkness
    So that I no longer run away from light.

  • jcecchetelli 2w

    There was a moment
    Earlier in the day
    On that same couch
    Your hair was up
    The sun outlined your face
    And all I could think
    Was that you are the most beautiful creation
    I have ever seen
    In any lifetime
    And I couldn’t stop staring
    It felt so familiar
    Like I was meant to be in that moment
    Like I’ve been in that moment 100 times
    And I knew my whole life was about to change
    And I never wanted to go back
    Even though I was petrified to go forward

  • jcecchetelli 2w

    I was asked today if I miss the West Coast
    Because the snow has been falling
    The cold brutally pushed into my skin
    And the ice lines the driveways
    But it took less than a second to say no
    Because easy doesn’t always mean better
    And the warmth doesn’t take away my need for the cold
    And you can’t be reminded of the summers heat
    Without witnessing the winter frost lining your windows

  • jcecchetelli 2w

    Somewhere in the forest of Louisiana- on a notepad

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    March, 2014

    The girl with the broken smile
    The smile that’s been through it all
    I want her to stay awhile
    But my heart is afraid of the fall
    It’s the girl that has won ever battle
    And continues to put up a fight
    It’s her smile that makes my mind rattle
    Through the darkness her smiles my light
    It’s the girl that has rode through the trials
    With light and beauty that continues to shine
    For that girl there is no amount of miles
    That would keep me from calling her mine
    It’s the girl that just radiates beauty
    Pretty eyes that show straight to her soul
    With those eyes she can see right through me
    And that smile that’s taking a tole

  • jcecchetelli 2w

    Speaking through our restless minds
    In 5D through space and time
    Lost in translation when pushed through space
    Flashback images of each other’s face
    Meditation and deep sleep thoughts
    Searching for home but still feel lost
    Creeping in just to push them back out
    A fire burning through the west coast drought
    The east coast cold in snow covered land
    The in between heat in the desert sand
    Earth wasn’t made for connections this strong
    Can lessons be learned through separations loud song
    One asleep while the other wide awake
    Opened my eyes to burn through past life mistakes
    They say grass can grow once the fires put out
    Water and healing to prevent deserts drought
    Rebirth and regrown green grass in ash filled land
    Seeds coming through the waterless sand
    Fire to earth and old wood to the flame
    A bomb to the land to fix what we made
    Destruction and chaos to learn how to grow
    Growing together if we reap what we sow

  • jcecchetelli 2w

    The light shined in my eyes this morning
    And it reminded me of her
    She has always been light
    Always warmth
    Creeping through my skin
    Warming my insides
    Reminding me the cold is only temporary
    That rainy days won’t last forever
    She’s always been light
    Shining brightly in my eyes
    Blinding me while I try to stay
    Between the two white lines of the standard highway
    Showing me how to let go of the steering wheel
    Long enough to know
    I never needed white lines anyway
    She has always been the sun to me
    A consistent light
    Even when hidden behind dark clouds
    That seem to stay for far too long
    Or when it’s just a little too hot on a summer day
    So I stay inside to not be burnt by the flames
    She is still the sun
    And I’ll always find comfort knowing
    She’s there, even when I cannot feel her on my skin