The season of failure is the best time for sowing the seeds of success.....
Painful truth hidden in painless lies.....
Painful emotions she was havingShe was hiding......behind a number of liesshe used to tell othersHidden emotions with an untold truthShe thinks it may hurt....hurt alottHide!....maybe it's her choice Not every moment is the moment to rejoiceThe pain she feels but can't explainJust like a rainbow live behind rainShe's unable to express the emotions of her little fragile heartHurting her own heart to save a huge number of heartsThe heart of others.....never let them flowHappy she was or trying to be soWe never know....we really never knowIf she wanna stop here in this clear skyOr wanna fly highThere's always a truth behind her liesShe's alive but now her soul diesIn search of wordsIn this peaceful sky......in search of birdsBut all in vain.....just like a useless tears She hides her fears.....either a fear of silence or a fear of noise.....©kanika128
"HAPPY LEAP YEAR TO ALL OF YOU......."
Dear 2019!I really don't wanna say Goodbye....but I have to do soYepp!....it was an unforgettable year with alott of experience & memories.....a biggest lesson from lifeMany say that I've changed alott....but I can say alott has changed meA very big thanks for introducing my new self to you allAll those who are still here & those who have gone.....& Sorry.... if I did anything wrongGoodbye 2019!I've learnt alott this year & I'm going to miss that time.......All wonderful times are stored & protected by my brain's wallWelcome 2020!"HAPPY LEAP YEAR" to you all....!©kanika128""
Life of a Joker......
Have hundred tears to hide for a single smileRemove sadness of others for their face's shineHave alott to seek & alott to hideThere's always a mystery.....a hidden historyNot just a fresh amazing life's rideHide the past to let others future shineIt seems that Joker's life is a divineHappiness to give.... Tears to hideSometimes in life........??????A fast moving tideCome & changes everythingAnd what seems to us that everything is fine?Oh dear! Its something deep & blurrIts nothing but a life of a Joker..........©kanika128
"Happy Birthday Mannu...."
My sweet friend......born on 30th DecemberWe've alott of beautiful memories togetherAll are stored in my heart's chamber♥️Oh my dear!How much special your Birthday isIt marked the beginning of 2020sA new fresh year with a new beginning in life✨It's a transition between the dreams of & the freshness of an upcoming year with alott of dreams and occasionsWith the snow of December ☃️to the cold of JanuaryFrom this pretty X-mas tree to the smile of youI wish you a huge number of marvelous days ahead with this Happiest Birthday Mannu.......♥️©kanika128
Pyaar kya h me jaanti nhi thiKon h apna yeh pehchaanti nhi thiEk shaks aaya meri zindgi meOr meri duniya bn gyaKhwaabon me jeena me chahti nhi thiDooriyaan asaan nhi pr uski khushi k liye yhi sahiNhi chahti ki mere gaamon se uske naye khubsurat safar ki shuruaat hoDua h meri ab har din sunhera ho uska or suhaani raat hoKhushiyan jeevan me uske beshumaar ho Kisi k dil me unke liye humse bhi jyada pyaar ho.....©kanika128
Tumse judi har baat satati hTere saath beeti har yaad rulati hBadalte waqt k saathChhoot gya tera haathTere siwa koi nazar nhi aataKhush ho jaati hu aj bhi jab dekhlu tumhe yun muskurataAage badhne se pehle hi in kadmon ko rok deti hYeh pyaar vyaar ki baatein ab dil todd deti hDin beet jaate h or raat ho jaati hBhoolne ki koshish krti hu jab bhiBs teri yaad firse aakr hume har lamha yun hi tadpaati hJaanti thi pyaar hona lazimi hShaks hi itna pyaara hDil toota par awaaz na aayiFir bhi yeh khamoshi iss zehen me ek shor kr gyiTu apna tha ya sirf ek sapnaShayd me kabhi jaan hi na paayiAj fir teri yaad mujhe usi modd pr le aayiVo waqt bhi vhi tham gya or vo shaam dhal aayiNazaane ab kya modd legi yeh judaai........©kanika128
Dear 2019!I really don't wanna say Goodbye....but I have toYess...it was an unforgettable year with alott of experience & memories.....a lesson from lifeIt has been 15 yrs. with you till now but it felt like nothing has changedThe best part was our unexpected meetings & that unexpected protest day partyI remember everything that has happened in these 15 yrs. with youThe way you tease me & also being jealous when someone used to talk to meYou made me laugh everytimeYeah! We've alott of memories together till now but not a single picture,but all are feeded in my eyesI used to hide many secrets, you are my secret keeper & yess you are also my one of the biggest secret You always amazed me for knowing that much about me....I confess you know me more than anyone elseI've tried to make people understand me but they never did.....maybe they know a little about me,but its really fineI fought with you & for you many times.You too did the sameYou always came back to me when I felt like loosing youThis year was too much special as we met many times, always unexpectedlyWith passing time, everything has changed but for me, you never didMany says I've changed alott,but I can say alott has changed meI hope we'll meet again.....even after our last moment cancelled plansI expect that unexpected meets once again!Of course! I've alott to say but everything reserved for only youGoodbye 2019!I've learnt alott this year & I'm going to miss that time.......Welcome 2020!©kanika128
Why my eyes are dry or am I so shy??Afraid to cry??Is everything fineOr am I dreaming any divine??This may be the effect of this wine.Isn't it??Maybe.But I'm feeling relaxed in this atmosphereDon't wanna go anywhereJust stay here for a moment with this forceful smile.No no! I'm not fakeIt's all for a reason.... for a sakeShould I hide my emotionsOr let it show??I don't know....I really don't knowHow to react but sometimes I used to overreactFinding just lost myself in me againBut all in vain.....as I'mNot so expressive,completely expressionlessTotally in a chaos.... thinking thatIs this my life or just a game of chess??©kanika128
The torn page of a good book....
Have you remembered everything happened to you in your life till now??Have you forgotten all?? Maybe.Sometimes you tried to forget but failed.Sometimes you tried to remember but also failed.The torn page of your life,wanna rewrite it??But can't as now everything has changed.Nothing is everlasting,even this world.Good time never come,it can be made,can be felt only.Your life is good, your story is best as you are.So many ups & downs but what happens to you is the best,for a reason,for your sake.You should try to find the best in worst.Yes,it definitely exist.Because any book is not bad,the pages may be torn by its users which has reduced its importance.Due to its wide availability, everyone in this world have its excess,use it & can throw it after tearing its best pages.The pages they thought,they can never find in other books.This shows how important each & every book is.Think once,the pages you've torn may be more essential to other readers than you.So,try to read each story carefully, understand each book,each content,each word is different & effective.As sometimes we can find the best content in the books which seems useless to us in first impression.Every book is good & usefulIts all depends on you that how you treat it & care for it.....©kanika128
Mujhe paane ka khauff h ya khone ka darr Kya tum aj bhi mohabbat krte ho iss kadar??©kanika128
I don't know how and who can i tell my feelings so here i am :'(
Now i realised that i never love you since the day we met each other.You've had changed a lot.Yeah, a lot. I didn't mean to break your heart but you broke my heart first.I'm tired of forgiving you.I'm tired of hiding those feeling that I can't tell others.I'm tired of overthinking.I'm tired of everything.I know that i'm not a sweet person but i can't be the 'sweet person' that you want.My love for you are slowly faded away.I'm sorry. Truly sorry.©macaroondelicious_
Yuhi us k kuch na kuch se jude rehna kya zaruri hai!!?Khud ko kahi bhul to nahi rahe!!!??Uss bewafai se pyar karna kya zaruri hai!!??Kahi tum andar se bikhar to nahi rahe!!?©an_jaan