Growing up can be scary sometimes Being so used of being a kid And having your parents do things for you But now that you’re grown There’s a lot of you don’t learn from school or your parents You just have to learn from yourself It’s part of being responsible We don’t need to depend on others to do things for us We have to learn how to be independent Like going to college, going to work and etc... It’s okay being afraid of changes It’s part of growing up We have to do the things that makes us uncomfortable And the more we keep going The more comfortable we seem to get Being a young adult is hard But we’re not alone God is with us Depending on others won’t help you grow But depending on yourself teach you to be independent
Life is not about guys and girls and men and women It’s not about relationships or looking for one It’s not about what others think of you It’s not about how many friends you have It’s not about loving someone It’s not about the guy you like or the girl you like It’s not about who you love or who doesn’t love you It’s not about social media
Life is something God granted us with Life is a test Life is strength We all make mistakes Sometimes bad things happen but life teaches us to be strong It teaches us to love ourselves We all have goals to follow Dreams to fight for We can’t let anyone stop us for what we want We got to remember who we are and why we came to this earth Life is tough but believing in God will make it easier It just takes patients Life teaches us to brave, strong, stand up for ourselves, move on, be positive, be happy, keep smiling no matter what happens and etc Life is a lesson So we need to learn our lesson And continue living our life
In the past I’ve made mistakes I hurt others even when I didn’t meant too Didn’t apologize cuz I was too shy I even hurt people when I didn’t know what I did Sometimes I blame myself for those mistakes I never meant to hurt others And just because I was shy or just "don’t talk" Doesn’t mean I’m rude or just don’t like people Other judge based on my face I may be mean on the outside but a complete opposite on the inside I care so much for others but don’t know how to show it I just don’t want others to think that I’m a bad person I don’t like the feeling of being dislike And I know that not everybody is gonna like you and not everybody is gonna hate you But that feeling just hurts so bad that only God can understand
I remember scrolling down on Insta and fb, Finding so many people that I used to go to school with and say to myself "Why I’m not friends with these people?"
"How come I remember the fun things we did in class but never talk to them, never have their number on my phone, never friends with them on social media?”
"Did they forget about me?"
"Am I even important to them?"
Why was I so shy? I couldn’t even talk to people I wanted to talk to or wanted to be friends with. But I guess my anxiety took that away from me. I was having doubts and regretting things. I used to think that everyone doesn’t like me because I was quiet. But I was wrong. People just don’t know me at all and sometimes I just feel invisible around them. All this time my anxiety was controlling me and I didn’t even know it.
I am never the person others thought I was People just know me base on what I show them I just don’t have enough courage to show them who I really am.
My mistakes doesn’t define who I am Only within my soul does God knows the real me It’s sad that some are blind to see that
@mirakee@mirakeeworld Part 3 is coming up soon. Its the final chapter. Hope u guys loving it and having a good day . Love you all . Always smile and make others Happy. Try to live life to the fullest. No matter what u r going through now.. trust me it's all gonna be fine soon at last everything happens for a reason and your mistakes are always there to make u a better person so never feel low or bad about ur situations. Keep smiling . God is with you and your good days are on the way. Love yourself and love everyone. Take care. Thanks for the support guys❤️❤️.