Sorry darling @japsjk yesterday was caught up in so much mess that I just forgot to wish you but yaar एक दिन में थोड़ी Birthday ख़तम hota है Abhi तो party shuru हुई है Yay Happppy wala Birthday sweetheart God Bless you with lots of Happiness
There is something magical about that elegantly decorated starry sky. On a lonely and dark night the eyes on their own accord look up, right there onto that black infinity. And for a second or so, the time stops... Breathes are held back The heart takes a tiny break The mind's screen blacks out The eyes refuse to move away And this feels like one of those epic experiences of my life.
After a few while... It seems like the enormous space infront of my eyes is so comforting, so warm and welcoming, so accepting and supporting. I close my eyes and it feels like it is the best companion to share some parts of life which are buried alive deep inside the heart's core. It feels as if the dark infinity would patiently hear all that's inside me left unheard and unsaid without judging even a single word , without throwing any 'comforting' comments and without asking for any justifications to my endless emotions. After all this night sky is not like those creatures one calls 'humans'. The sky smiles gently and the stars whisper " start honey".
And as if spell bound this heart starts narrating some fond thoughts, bleeding memories, few wild opinions, broken dreams, hopes, trapped guilts, moments of bliss and tragedy, slowly unfolding the scars of the past wounds and confessing some tight-lipped secrets. And who hears this all? The moon hears, the stars hear , the sky, the night, the wind, the silence around hears. Every part of nature seems to await patiently and listen to all my 'endless chatter'.
And I am amazed when I realize for the first time that giving voice to my buried feelings can be so comforting, so relieving. My lips curve slightly when I hear the wind telling me,"It's all okay dear". My lungs take a deep breath. A chill runs down my spine as a cold gust strikes me lovingly. I open my eyes. All that seemed foggy till now is crystal clear. I feels so light, as if I have got invisible wings attached to me pushing away the clouds of heaviness around. I overhear my heart asking my brain," You finally found out a home for yourself, sweetie." My eyes moisten but this time the tears are of pure joy and they clean away the dark patches underneath my eyes formed due to drying of past tears. The white jasmine from the branch hanging from a height falls, kissing my left cheek and its lingering fragrance echoing the word,"goodbye" to my ears, softly. I turn back ready to return to my good ol' bed for a good slumber.